A Book of Quaker SaintsHodgkin, L. V. (Lucy Violet)
Religion
A Book of Quaker Saints
Hodgkin, L. V. (Lucy Violet)
Society of Friends
Etienne and Joseph stayed in Demerara for more than two years. In the
spring of 1795 they left South America and settled in Long Island near
New York. There, they made friends with a certain Colonel Corsa, a man
who had served in the British army, and who had a daughter who spoke
French. As the two brothers at this time knew no English it was a
great cheer to them in their loneliness to be able to visit at this
hospitable house. One day Colonel Corsa happened to speak of William
Penn. Etienne had already heard of the Quaker statesman, George Fox's
friend, and when the young girl said she possessed Penn's writings
Etienne asked to borrow them. He took back to his lodgings with him a
large folio book, intending, with the help of a dictionary, to
translate it in order to improve his English. Great was his
disappointment when he found that the book contained nothing about
politics or statesmanship. It was about religion; and at this time
Etienne thought that religion was all a humbug and delusion.
Therefore he shut up the book and put it away, though he did not
return it to its owner. One evening, about this time, as he was
walking in the fields alone, suddenly the Voice he had heard in his
childhood spoke to him once more, close by and terribly clear:
'ETERNITY, ETERNITY, ETERNITY.' These three words, he says, 'reached
my very soul,--my whole man shook,--it brought me, like Saul, to the
ground.' The sinfulness and carelessness of his last few years passed
before him. He cried out, 'If there is no God, doubtless there is a
hell.'
His soul was almost in hell already, for hell is despair, and Etienne
was very nearly despairing at that moment. Only one way out remained,
the way of prayer, the little mossy pathway that he used to tread when
he was a child, but that he had not trodden, now, for many years.
Tangled, mossy, and overgrown that path was now, but it still led out
from the dark wood of life where Etienne had almost lost his way and
his hope.
Etienne took that way. With his whole heart he prayed for mercy and
for deliverance from the sin and horror that oppressed him. When no
answer came at once he did not stop praying, but continued day and
night, praying, praying for mercy. Perhaps he scarcely knew to whom
his prayer was addressed; but it was none the less a real prayer.
He expected that the answer to it would come in some startling form
that he could recognise the first minute and say: 'There! Now God is
answering my prayer!'
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