A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian LifeRae, Janet Milne
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A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian Life
Rae, Janet Milne
India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
Hester was nothing loth to fall in with her husband's suggestion. The
prospect of a quiet hour within the sound of the waves was welcome to
her. She felt weary and dispirited, and had thought many times of
telling her husband she did not feel able to join in the festivity of
the evening. The episode, which seemed to have passed all too lightly
over him, had left a deep mark on her sensitive heart. Not only did she
feel wounded and shamed at the exhibition her husband had made of
himself, but she mourned the loss of her faithful friend. After being so
wantonly insulted, never, probably, would Mark Cheveril and she meet
again. Not even his chivalrous kindness could be proof against the
unjust taunts levelled against him by the man she now felt ashamed to
own as her husband. She suspected indeed that his attitude that morning
was assumed on purpose to put a stop to the friendship, and in losing
Mark, she felt sorrowfully, she had lost her only real friend--except
indeed, Mrs. Fellowes. But never, even to her, could she unfold the pass
to which her husband's extraordinary behaviour had brought matters. She
must go on suffering in absolute silence, she decided, with a more
conscious effort at resignation to her lot than she had yet made. Truly
the tools were sharp, she thought, with a long-drawn sigh, recalling
Mark's parable of the rough block in the making. Much indeed was being
chiselled off, but as Mark had said, they must trust to the Master
Sculptor.
Only yesterday there had come to Hester what she interpreted as a
farewell gift from the friend she might see no more. She knew the token
must be from him, though the brown book bore no evidence as to its
sender. She felt sure it was none other than Mark when she read the
marked poem. That metaphor of the Potter's Wheel had already become like
an inspiration to her. The book lay on her knees now as she drove to the
beach, and drawing it from beneath the carriage-wrap, she turned to the
poem to ponder once more its deep meaning in reference to herself.
All her life she had been brought up in a religious atmosphere, though
her attitude towards that side of life had been in part more traditional
than personal. It was only lately since the sore need of her heart
craved a refuge that she had come to find the "very present help" for
herself, and now every hour of every day she was seeking it and finding
it. During the last hours she had travelled far on that eventful
journey. She felt that till travelling days were done, and perhaps in
the "new beginning" of which Mark had spoken, she would always connect
the crisis in her life with the noble words of "Rabbi Ben Ezra."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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