A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian LifeRae, Janet Milne
History
A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian Life
Rae, Janet Milne
India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
Mr. Worsley lowered his voice. It no longer reached the ear of the
listener who had been cowering on the other side of the festooned
pillar, hiding among its greenery. But Alfred Rayner had heard more than
enough. With a flame of fury in his eyes, his long fingers clenched, he
staggered forth to the nearest verandah. Leaning on its white balustrade
he gazed with unseeing eyes on the peaceful, dark blue, star-bespangled
vault, his heart a prey to misery and wrath.
"So I'm 'an unprincipled scoundrel,' am I?--not fit to touch the hem of
my own wife's garment, forsooth! Well, he's given me my character
anyhow! I know now what to expect from that quarter! No more white-flag
business for me--all red, red, red!" he muttered, gnashing his teeth
like a beast of prey. "I'll see Zynool to-morrow and put him up to a
trick or two that will perhaps make Mister Felix Worsley squirm in his
lounging chair!"
He stood motionless by the balustrade for some time, his haggard face
resting on his long thin hands as he hatched his evil plot.
Perhaps it was the peace of the starry night that spoke to him, for
there came stealing upon him at this unexpected juncture one of those
moments of self-revelation which visit even the basest and shallowest of
human hearts. Its searchlight seemed suddenly to reveal to the man
vistas that stretched back even to childish days. He saw himself again
the peevish, greedy little boy who wanted everything for himself only,
and domineered over the smaller boys, who cringed to the bully; who lied
and cheated on the class-bench and in the playground, hating better boys
than himself and loving to hear his doting aunt assure him that there
was no one so handsome or so smart as he. Yes, to be sure, Aunt Flo was
responsible for a good deal! Had not fibs rolled from her speech as
hairpins from her black shiny chignon? Had she not reared him to all
kinds of petty deceptions till he became proud of successfully conducted
small villainies? How spiteful was her attitude to any boy who seemed
likely to outstrip him in the race at school or college, and how
invariably she succeeded in inoculating him with her jealousy till he
had not a single friend left to whom he could turn with frank loyal
friendship!
What chance had he from the beginning with such an environment, he asked
himself querulously. And now, after all his efforts to secure a good
social and professional footing, he saw himself a distrusted man, for
in other eyes he had been able to trace something of the same scornful
aloofness which he saw in Mr. Worsley's. It was bitter indeed! And
Hester, what of her? Perhaps it was too true that he was unworthy to
touch the hem of her garment; but she, at least, had not turned the cold
shoulder on him yet! Never again would he subject her to these vile
ebullitions of temper. He would try to make her forget the scene of the
other morning, he vowed, as he gazed on the moon-silvered landscape and
drank in some of its peace.
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