A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian LifeRae, Janet Milne
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A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian Life
Rae, Janet Milne
India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
At length she raised her eyes to her husband, who still stood with
folded arms and ghastly pale, looking silently down on her. She rose
from the music stool and quietly picked up, one by one, the broken
fragments of the ivory box which had been so precious to her. Gathering
them in the folds of her muslin gown as a child might guard its
treasure, she hurried away and went up-stairs, leaving her husband
standing motionless and silent.
When she reached her room she sank down under the light of the lamp as
if she meant to examine the broken fragments. Instead of doing so she
sat holding them covered up in her lap, for there was a greater tragedy
gripping her heart than the ruin of the box. Her thoughts were
involuntarily following the same train as Mr. Worsley's when in his pity
for the young wife he had remarked to her friend, "What a vista of
misery lies before her!"
Yes, it was some glimmering of this vista which Hester was seeing now
more clearly than she had ever done before. Was it to be in a succession
of such scenes that she was to pass all her earthly years till death
released her? They might be many, for she was young and strong of body.
What would it matter now if to-morrow her husband were to greet her
gaily and seemingly forgetful of the wounds which he had inflicted on
her heart, or even if he expressed himself penitent and desirous to
atone for his fit of demoniac fury? Could he efface by a light word, a
manufactured smile--as he flattered himself he was able to do--the
recollection of his blighting words and deeds?
Love for him was dead, but Pity was now knocking gently at the door of
her tender heart. A true compassion for that disordered soul came
creeping in. Surely this desperate pass made a stronger claim for her to
put forth every effort to help her husband. She might perhaps, when he
was calmer, be able to show him the misery which he was inflicting on
both their lives by these ungoverned outbursts. She must be more brave
and firm for the right than she had been in the past. Other disordered
lives had been won over by patience; and was not the great patient Love
of One the source of all hope and trust? To that never-failing Love she
carried her burden now and found there the promised peace.
Unfolding her muslin dress, she drew forth the pitiful fragments of the
shattered thing of beauty, and opening her _almirah_, brought out an old
box which had been one of the treasures of her childish days. Into it
she reverently laid the relics, wrapping them in a fold of paper on
which she wrote the words: "The True," and the date of the tragedy. She
stowed the box safely away, fearing lest even her ayah should discover
it and marvel at the fate of the much-prized treasure.
CHAPTER XXX.
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