A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian LifeRae, Janet Milne
History
A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian Life
Rae, Janet Milne
India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
In her turn, she had to unfold to the father the story of his son's
crime and the fear of its consequences, which had driven him from his
home, a fugitive from justice.
The father's grey head was bowed in grief. He sat in silence for some
time, then looking up with a sob he said:
"If he had only come to me--even that night. I was his father--but he
would have none of me."
"But how could he go to you--he did not know," faltered Hester.
"Ah, child, that is the worst sorrow of all--Alfred did know," said the
truth-loving man, looking at Hester with his earnest eyes.
"Not that evening on the beach when he was so rude--so cruel? Oh, say he
did not know then?"
Hester's eyes as well as her tone pleaded for an assurance that at least
she could exonerate her husband from the terrible stain such knowledge
must shed on his conduct that evening.
"How can I tell her," he thought. "Listen, my child! When Alfred was in
Calcutta he learnt that David Morpeth, the old East Indian, was his
father. He disowned me and scornfully refused my allowance to him from
that day forward. As I have explained to you, it was my own fault for
weakly consenting to a foolish promise--for allowing my child to pass
from me as I did. The fact is my own will inclined to it. I had always
been too sensitively conscious of the disabilities of Eurasians--perhaps
unduly dominated by the aristocracy of colour in the white man. Mr.
Cheveril, now, has turned those very disabilities which were my weakness
into strength, but I bent my head before the prejudice, having suffered
in many-sided ways from my youth up. To shield my son against it seemed
in my mistaken judgment worthy of the sacrifice I had to make. I desired
to save him from the cup that had been so bitter to my taste, forgetting
that the cup Our Father offers is the only safe one for us. I dreamt too
of his having a very different training in England, idealising
everything there, as I did in those days. I thought no sacrifice too
great to bring about this end; but my wife's sister thwarted my purposes
and even deceived me for long. Ignorant as I was of English ways save
through literature, I shrank from going there to arrange matters for my
son until it was too late. I have long known, however, that it was not
only my foolish promise to the dead mother that bound me--it was my own
pride and self-will. Long ago, of course, I saw the fatal mistake I had
made. But we have to reap as we sow. My reaping time is sore indeed. Oh,
the bitterness to think of his being a forger and a felon."
With a groan the old man bent his head and covered his face with his
hands. Hester's pity, even at this her own dark hour, was stirred for
the forlorn man. She rose and laid her hand on his grey head.
"Try to forgive him," she murmured. "It is terrible to think of, but
Alfred is dead. We must try not to judge him hardly any more."
The pathetic ring in her voice caused the old man to look up at her.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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