A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian LifeRae, Janet Milne
History
A Bottle in the Smoke: A Tale of Anglo-Indian Life
Rae, Janet Milne
India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
On the following days, Mrs. Fellowes proved invaluable in all
preparations for the departure from Clive's Road. She observed with much
concern that Hester seemed in a sort of stupor and forbore to obtrude
her sympathy. She had as yet exchanged but few words with her friend,
and when she had occasion to ask some needful question Hester would
reply mechanically.
She sat now at the evening hour by her friend's side in the verandah,
glancing anxiously at the listless, folded hands, the wan face, and the
dry, despairing eyes gazing up at the dark blue star-strewn sky as if
seeing strange visions. Happening to meet Mrs. Fellowes' inquiring
glance, Hester stretched out her hand to clasp hers.
"How good you have been to me!" she murmured, "and so patient!" Then she
added, as if in explanation. "I can't speak of it yet. I don't seem able
even to feel. My heart seems shrivelled up. I am like something ayah
showed me this morning. She was asking me which of her possessions she
must take across the black water, and I could only think of one at the
moment--a gay-coloured new leathern bottle she had once showed to me
with pride. She went and fetched it from her godown and said: 'See,
missus, what that bottle done come to!' and she held up a black,
shrunken thing that had been hanging in the smoke of her godown since I
came to Madras. I think that bottle and my heart have had the same
history these last months. Both have been shrivelled in the smoke of
scorching fires!"
"Why, there's a verse in the Psalms like that," said Mrs. Fellowes
briskly, glad that the silence had been broken. She took her little old
Bible from her bag. "Here it is, in the longest Psalm, and a very
graphic description the Psalmist gives of himself. 'I am become like a
bottle in the smoke.' He must have felt like that too, dear child, but
if we read further we'll find how he turned to the Healer--the Restorer,
till he was able to say, 'It is good for me that I have been
afflicted.'"
Hester did not speak at once. "Thank you, dear friend," she said at
length, and Mrs. Fellowes could see that the torpid air had passed, that
life and thought had come back. "You have done me good! I think I see a
little through the smoke now. I shall go and give Rosie a last lesson
after all," she added, rising. "It is so good of you to promise to take
care of the little maid till ayah comes back again. No more Mrs.
Harbottles," she added, with something of her old bright smile.
"Yes, the smoke will rub off by degrees," thought Mrs. Fellowes, as she
looked after Hester's retreating figure. "This terrible experience must
leave its mark. 'A bottle in the smoke' she has been truly all her days
here! Thank God the process has not been soiling! What life must have
been with such a husband it passes me to understand! He hadn't a single
redeeming point--except his good looks; and the Colonel even questions
them. But poor Rayner had a beautiful face there is no doubt."
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