A Breath of Prairie and other storiesLillibridge, Will
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A Breath of Prairie and other stories
Lillibridge, Will
Short stories, American
"How I'd like to take you fellows out, one at a time," he said.
From that day the two men were kept apart from the others, and the
friendship grew. When Burr chose, neither man nor woman could resist
him. He chose now and Ellis, by habit and by nature silent, told of
his life and of his thoughts. It was a new tale to Burr, these dream
products of a strong man, and of solitude; and so, listening, he
forgot his own trouble. The hard look that had formed over his face in
the three years past vanished, leaving him again the natural,
fascinating man who had first taken the drawing-room of the rare old
Jumel mansion by storm. It was genuine, this tale that Ellis told; it
was strong, with the savor of Mother Nature and of wild things, and
fascinating with the beauty of unconscious telling.
"And the girl?" asked Burr after Ellis finished a passionate account
of the last year. Unintentionally, he touched flame to tinder.
"Don't ask me about her. I'm not fit. She was coming to see me, but I
wouldn't let her. She's good and innocent; she never imagined we were
not as strong as she, and it's killing her. There's no question what
will happen to me; everything is against me, and I'll be convicted.
"No one understands--she can't herself; but she feels responsible for
one of us, already, and will feel the same for me when it's over.
Anyway, I'd never see her again. I feel different toward her now, and
always would. I'd never live over again days like I have in the past
year: days I hated a friend I'd known all my life--because we both
loved the same woman. If the Almighty sent love of woman into the
world to be bought at the price I paid, it's wrong, and He's made a
mistake. It's contrary to Nature, because Nature is kind.
"Last summer I'd sit out of doors at night and watch the stars come
out thick, like old friends, till I'd catch the mood and be content.
The wind would blow up from the south, softly, like some one fanning
me, and the frogs and crickets would sing even and sleepy, and I'd
think of her and be as nearly happy as it was possible for me to be.
"Then, somehow, he'd drift into the picture, and it grated. I'd wonder
why this love of woman, which ought to make one feel the best of
everything there is in life; which ought to make one kinder and
tenderer to every one, should make me hate him, my best friend. The
night would be spoiled, and from then on the crickets would sing out
of tune. I'd go to bed, where, instead of sleeping, I would try to
find out, and couldn't.
"And at last, that night--and the end! Oh, it's horrible, horrible! I
wish to God they'd try me quick, and end it. It makes me hate that
girl to think she's the cause. And that makes me hate myself, for I
know she's innocent. Oh, it's tangled--tangled--"
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