That was a happy period. It was so delightful to watch the roses return
to her cheeks, and the roundness to her form, and to feel that the
saddest part of her life was over, and she was free to choose her future
destiny. But we did not keep her with us long. In Paris that was hardly
to be expected! Every one prophesied she would marry a foreigner, yet
she married——
Stay! Armand and I are going over next week to England, to spend a whole
month in Norwood, with my dear old friend Mrs. Sandilands, to whom I am
very anxious to introduce my husband and my son, Godefroi de
Nesselrode—who is already seven years old.
And Charlie, dear old boy! is anticipating our arrival as if he were
still my mother’s ‘blue-eyed baby’ of twenty-two, instead of a sober
citizen of thirty, because he wants me, not to be introduced to, but to
renew my acquaintance with, _his wife_—Mrs. Sandilands Number Two—my
dear friend Tessie!
It all came about as naturally as possible, although it sounds so
romantic, for Charlie came to stay with us in Paris, and popped the
question to her there, without even asking my advice upon the subject,
and took her home with him to be his mother’s eldest daughter!
* * * * *
So they all lived happy ever afterwards. Yes, that is true—strictly and
literally true—because they were not such fools as to expect, or wish
for, unalloyed happiness in this world of shadow. They had been hungry,
and they were filled—they had been naked, and they were clothed—they had
suffered, sometimes very acutely—and they were loved and looked after,
and guarded by good and true men, and would have been ingrates as well
as fools, not to recognise how much more fortunate they were than many
of their fellows.
But there is one dark passage in Tessie’s life and mine which we shall
never forget—the night that Ange’s spirit spread its wings and flew away
from us. Sometimes I wonder, when Armand is more than usually tender to
me, or little Godefroi more than usually good, if _she_ is hovering
round us who are so happy, and rejoices because we rejoice. Or does she
stand by Cave Charteris’s side, for the sake of the love she bore him,
to urge him on to better thoughts and a higher career? Or is she
wandering through the Elysian fields with the old father whom she
believed in so faithfully, until his blazoned disgrace snapped her
tender heartstrings!
Who can tell me? No parson, no priest, no book! Nothing but the great
mystery that bore her from us—the solver of all our doubts, the cure for
all our sorrows: Death!
Let us thank God that amidst the troubles He ordained for this earthly
pilgrimage, He left us a sure and certain remedy that cannot fail to
come to every one at last!
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