A call : $b The tale of two passionsFord, Ford Madox
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A call : $b The tale of two passions
Ford, Ford Madox
English fiction -- 20th century
“Oh yes, you do. Look how the weathercock shines in the sun. You know
how, when we were children, we always wanted to walk to where the
weathercock shone, and there was always something to prevent it. Now
we’re grown up, we’re going to do it.”
“Ah, it’s different now,” she answered. “When we were children we
expected to find something under the shining weathercocks. Now there’s
nothing in the world that we can want to find. It seems as if we’d got
all that we’re ever going to get.”
“Still, you don’t know what we mightn’t find under there,” he said.
She looked straight into his clear olive-coloured face. She noted that
his eyes were dark and tired.
“Oh, poor dear!” she said to herself, and then she uttered aloud: “Now,
look here, Toto, it’s understood once and for all that I’m ready to
live with you to-day. But I won’t marry you. If I go with you now,
there’s to be no more talking about that.”
“Oh, that’s understood,” he said.
“Well, then,” she replied, and she unfolded her white sunshade, “let’s
go and see what we find beneath the weathercock and she put her hand on
his arm.”
They strolled slowly down the turf. She was used enough to his method
of waiting, as if for the psychological moment, to begin a conversation
of importance, and for quite a long way they talked gaily and
pleasantly of the little herbs of which, as they got farther inland,
they discovered their carpet to be composed--the little mints, the
little yellow blossoms, the tiny, silvery leaves like ferns--and the
quiet and the thrilling of the innumerable larks. The wind seemed to
move low down and cool about their feet.
And she said that he didn’t know what it meant to her to be back--just
in the quiet.
“Over there,” she said, “it did seem to be rather dreadful--rather
comfortless, and even a little useless. It wasn’t that they hadn’t
got the things. Why, there are bits in Philadelphia and bits round
Philadelphia--old bits and old families and old people. There are even
grass and flowers and shade. But somehow, what was dreadful, what made
it so lonely, was that they didn’t know what they were there for. It
was as if no one knew--what he was there for. I don’t know.”
She stopped for a minute.
“I don’t know,” she said--“I don’t know how to express it. Over here
things seem to fit in, if it’s only a history that they fit into. They
go on. But over there one went on patching up people--we patched them
up by the score, by the hundred. And then they went and did it all over
again, and it seemed as if we only did it for the purpose of letting
them go and do it all over again. It was as if instead of preparing
them for life we merely prepared them for new breakdowns.”
“Well, I suppose life _isn’t_ very well worth living over there?”
Grimshaw asked.
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