A Capillary Crime, and Other StoriesMillet, Francis Davis
Philosophy
A Capillary Crime, and Other Stories
Millet, Francis Davis
Artists -- Fiction; Manners and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American
in the afternoon. His iron constitution and great physical strength
overcoming the effects of the narcotic, he probably awoke to
consciousness late in the afternoon. Finding himself still alive, in the
agonies of despair and disappointment at the unsuccessful attempt to
dream over the chasm into the next world, he seized his knife and madly
stabbed himself, doubtless feeling little pain, and only happily
conscious that his long-planned step was successfully taken at last. The
room was unchanged, nothing was disturbed, and there was no evidence of
the premeditation of the suicide, except an open letter on the table,
addressed to us, his friends. It contained a simple statement of his
reasons for leaving the world, saying that he was discouraged with his
progress in art, that he could not establish himself as an artist
without great expense to his family and friends, and that he believed by
committing suicide he simply annihilated himself--nothing more or
less--and so ceased to trouble himself or those interested in him. He
gave no directions as to the disposal of his effects, but enclosed a
written confession of faith, which read:
“Frederik Reiner, athée, ne croyant à rien que ce que l’on peut
prouver par la raison et l’expérience. Croyant tout de même à
l’existence d’un esprit, mais d’un esprit qui dissoud et disparaît
avec le corps.
“L'âme c’est la vie, c’est un complexité des forces qui sont
inséparables des atoms ou des molecules dont se compose le corps.
L’un comme l’autre a existé depuis l’éternité. Moi-même, mon âme
comme mon corps, un complexité accidentel, une réunion passagère.
“J’insisterai toujours dans les éléments qui me composent mais
dissoudent en d’autres complexités. Ainsi, _moi, ma personnalité_,
n’existera plus après ma mort.”
Beside this letter on the table lay Henri Murger’s “Scènes de la Vie de
Bohème,” open, face downward. The pages contained the description of the
death of one of the artists, and the following brief and touching
sentence was underlined: _“Il fut enterré quelquepart.”_ A litter was
brought from the hospital, and four men carried away the body; the dog,
which we had come to look upon almost with horror, closely following
the melancholy procession as it gradually disappeared in the drizzling
gloom of the narrow streets. We three went to our rooms in a strange
bewilderment, and huddled together in speechless grief and horror around
the little fireplace. When bedtime came we separated and tried to sleep,
but I doubt if an eye was closed or the awful vision of poor Reiner, as
we last saw him, left either of us for a moment.
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