England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
For what else could it have been? What else in the whole realm of man's
created spirit? For what other reason could Esdaile, up to then wavering
and swayed by doubts, have visited the hospital where Smith lay, have
been back in his own home again within half an hour, and then have
straightway borne his exonerated friend off into the midst of his
family? Why, from that moment, had he immediately set about to get his
own half-confidences to the rest of us back into his possession again?
Why, at Santon, had my own questions been met with a silencing stare? Of
all the things conceivable to have been told, could Smith have told him
anything but this?
And Smith's own demeanor on that uplifted Yorkshire headland? Was
not that too explained? I thought it was, and could only
marvel--marvel--that not as much as the smell of the fire had passed
upon him. That white and welding heat of war had not merely made his
pact with Maxwell a thing to be honored in the last emergency without a
further moment's thought, but it admitted no sigh nor compunction nor
regret afterwards. Compunction? Sigh? Regret? For what? It had had to be
done, and it had been done. As gladly would he have accompanied his
friend's spirit on that last flight of all, but, that denied him,
unsorrowing he remained behind, ground-officer henceforward to an angel.
What more than this is death to those who for four years have been
crucified all the day long? What else is life, their own life or that
other-own their friend's, when it is held at this instant readiness? The
coil about it all is not for them, but for us, who peer about for
bullets and cartridge-cases and holes in the floor. Chummy's every
breath would not have been his absolution had he _not_ laughed with
Esdaile's children and, with Joan perched on the carrier behind him,
cheerfully fouled the Santon roads with the stench of his exhaust. He
had _no_ burden to assume. He had, on the contrary, an urgent task to
carry on. And in the carrying-on of it he knitted his uncomprehending
brows over Maxwell's _Transactions_ and _Proceedings_ and carried a dead
man's portrait on his wrist.
III
Instead of going straight to the office that morning I waited in some
ante-room or other while Monty took in his drawing. Somebody else
waiting there, who may or may not have known me, observed that it was a
fine morning, but I am not sure that I replied. I was in no mood for
exchanging casual remarks about the weather.
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