Bildungsromans; Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Saint Lawrence River -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The colonel bought an insane watch-pocket for _une dolleur_ from a
pretty little girl as they returned through the village; but he forbade
the boys any more archery at his expense, with "Pas de grand shoot,
_now_, mes enfans!--Friends," he added to his own party, "we have the
Falls of Lorette and the better part of the afternoon still before us;
how shall we employ them?"
Mrs. Ellison and Kitty did not know, and Mr. Arbuton did not know, as
they sauntered down past the chapel, to the stone mill that feeds its
industry from the beauty of the fall. The cascade, with two or three
successive leaps above the road, plunges headlong down a steep
crescent-shaped slope, and hides its foamy whiteness in the
dark-foliaged ravine below. It is a wonder of graceful motion, of
iridescent lights and delicious shadows; a shape of loveliness that
seems instinct with a conscious life. Its beauty, like that of all
natural marvels on our continent, is on a generous scale; and now the
spectators, after viewing it from the mill, passed for a different
prospect of it to the other shore, and there the colonel and Fanny
wandered a little farther down the glen, leaving Kitty with Mr. Arbuton.
The affair between them was in such a puzzling phase, that there was as
much reason for as against this: nobody could do anything, not even
openly recognize it. Besides, it was somehow very interesting to Kitty
to be there alone with him, and she thought that if all were well, and
he and she were really engaged, the sense of recent betrothal could be
nowhere else half so sweet as in that wild and lovely place. She began
to imagine a bliss so divine, that it would have been strange if she had
not begun to desire it, and it was with a half reluctant,
half-acquiescent thrill that she suffered him to touch upon what was
first in both their minds.
"I thought you had agreed not to talk of that again for the present,"
she feebly protested.
"No; I was not forbidden to tell you I loved you: I only consented to
wait for my answer; but now I shall break my promise. I cannot wait. I
think the conditions you make dishonor me," said Mr. Arbuton, with an
impetuosity that fascinated her.
"O, how can you say such a thing as that?" she asked, liking him for his
resentment of conditions that he found humiliating, while her heart
leaped remorseful to her lips for having imposed them. "You know very
well why I wanted to delay; and you know that--that--if--I had done
anything to wound you, I never could forgive myself."
"But you doubted me, all the same," he rejoined.
"Did I? I thought it was myself that I doubted." She was stricken with
sudden misgiving as to what had seemed so well; her words tended rapidly
she could not tell whither.
"But why do you doubt yourself?"
"I--I don't know."
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