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In after-days Dale was wont to declare that the fortnight he passed
alone at Littlehill was the most miserable in his life, and people
given to improving the occasion would then tell him that he had no
experience of what real misery was. Yet he was very miserable. He was
sore to the heart at Janet's treatment of him; she would neither see
him, nor, till he absolutely insisted, write to him, and then she sent
three words: "It's no use." In face of this incredible delusion of
hers he felt himself helpless; and the Squire, with all the good will
in the world to him, could only shrug his shoulders and say that Jan
was a strange girl; while Mrs. Delane, knowing nothing of the cause of
her daughter's refusal to see Dale, had once again begun to revive her
old hopes, and allowed herself to hint at them to her favorite Gerard
Ripley. Of course this latter fact was not known to Dale, but he was
aware that Captain Ripley had called two or three times at the Grange,
and had seen Janet once. The "doctor's orders" applied, it seemed, to
him alone; and his bitterness of heart increased, mingling with growing
impatience and resentment. Nellie could never have acted like this:
she was too kind and gentle; love was real in her, a mastering power,
and not itself the plaything of fantastic scruples--unless a worse
thing were true, unless the scruples themselves were the screen of some
unlooked-for and sudden infidelity of heart. The thought was treason,
but he could not stifle it. Yet, even while it possessed him, while he
told himself that he had now full right to transfer his allegiance,
that no one could blame him, that every motive urged him, all the while
in his inmost mind he never lost the knowledge that it was Janet he
wanted; and when he came to see Nellie, he was unable, even if he had
been willing--and he told himself he was--to say anything but words of
friendship and thanks, unable to frame a sentence distantly approaching
the phrases of love he knew she longed to hear.
Matters were in this very unsatisfactory condition when Philip Hume
returned to Littlehill, and straightway became the unwilling recipient
of Dale's troubled confidences. A fortnight's solitude had been too
much for Dale, and he poured out his perplexities, saying, with an
apologetic laugh:
"I'm bound to tell someone. I believe, if you hadn't come, I should
have made a clean breast of it to the Mayor."
"You might do worse. The Mayor is a man of sagacity. This young woman
seems very unreasonable."
"What young woman?"
"Why, Miss Delane."
"Well, Phil, you must allow for the delicacy of her----"
"You called it infernal nonsense yourself just now."
"I wish, Phil, you'd call at the Grange and see her, and tell me what
you think about her."
"I can't do any good, but I'll go, if you like."
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