A Charming Fellow, Volume IITrollope, Frances Eleanor
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A Charming Fellow, Volume II
Trollope, Frances Eleanor
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Now this discovery was not pleasant to Algernon. If any sympathy were to
be expended on the inmates of Ivy Lodge, he was persuaded that much the
larger share of it ought to be given to himself. If there were troubles;
if there were mortifications; if there was disappointment--who suffered
from them as he did? And by whom were they so unmerited? He was not far,
sometimes, from resenting any show of compassion for Castalia as a
direct injury to himself. After having sacrificed himself, by making a
marriage so inadequate to his deserts, it was a little too much to hear
his wife pitied for the contrast between her past and present position?
And yet, by a queer strain of inconsistency running through the warp
and woof of his character, he would often boast of Castalia's
aristocratic antecedents, and ask, with a smile and a shrug, how the
deuce his wife could be expected to stand the petty privations and
discomforts of Whitford, after having lived all her life in a sphere as
remote from such things as the planet Saturn from the earth?
Minnie partly saw, partly guessed, these movements of Algernon's mind.
But she judged him with leniency, and put a kind interpretation on his
words and ways, whenever such an interpretation was possible. At all
events, if a word in season could be useful to him, she would not
refrain from speaking that word.
This young woman had latterly passed into regions of thought and
feeling, from which much of her old life, with its old pains, and
pleasures, and aims, seemed shrunken into insignificance. One solid good
she was able to grasp and to enjoy; the satisfaction of serving her
fellow-creatures. All else grew poor and paltry as the years rolled by.
Not that Minnie had attained to any saint-like heights of
self-abnegation; not that she did not still "desire and admire" many
sublunary things. But she had got a hurt that had stricken down her
pride. She bore an ache in her heart for which "self-culture," and all
the activities and aspirations of her bright intellect, afforded no
balm.
But she did not grow sour and selfish in her grief. The example of the
poor, unlettered Methodist preacher (whom in former days she would have
thought the unlikeliest of human beings to teach her any profitable
lesson) had roused the noblest part of her nature to emulation. David
Powell had started from a lofty theory to a life of beautiful deeds.
Minnie Bodkin, vaguely groping after a theory, had seized on practical
benevolence as a means to climb to some higher ideal.
In morals, as in thought, the Deductive and Inductive stand, like the
ladders of Jacob's dream, reaching from heaven to earth, from earth to
heaven; and the angels of the Lord descend and ascend them continually.
Minnie was roused from a reverie by the entrance of the preacher's tall
figure into the kitchen, where the fire was now beginning to throw ruddy
lights and fantastic shadows on to the white-washed walls.
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