A Charming Fellow, Volume IIITrollope, Frances Eleanor
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A Charming Fellow, Volume III
Trollope, Frances Eleanor
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She put her hands up one to each side of her head, and held them there
tightly pressed. "Ancram," she said, "_do_ you detest the sight of me?"
"You've tried your best to make me."
"Have you no spark of kindness or affection for me in your heart--not
one?"
"Come, Castalia, let us have done with this! I thoroughly dislike and
object to 'scenes' of any kind. You have a taste for them,
unfortunately. What you have to do now is to do as I bid you, and try to
make your peace by begging Rhoda's pardon, and so trying to undo a
little of the mischief your insane temper has caused."
"Ancram, say one kind word to me!"
"Good God, Castalia! How can you be so exasperatingly childish?"
"One word! Say you love me a little still! Say you did love me when you
married me! Don't let me believe that I have been a miserable dupe all
along."
She no longer refused point-blank to obey him. She was bending into her
old attitude of submission to his wishes. His ascendancy over her was
paramount still. But she had made herself thoroughly obnoxious to him,
and must be punished. Algernon's resentments were neither quick nor
numerous, but they were lasting. His distaste for certain temperaments
was profound. Castalia's intensity of emotion, and her ungoverned way of
showing it, roused a sense of antagonism in him, which came nearer to
passion than anything he had ever felt. With the sure instinct of
cruelty, he confronted her wild, eager, supplicating face with a hard,
cold, sarcastic smile, and a slight shrug. A blow from his hand would
have been tender by comparison. Then he pulled out his watch and said,
"How long do you intend this performance to last?" in the quietest voice
in the world. And all the while he was in a white heat of anger, as I
have said.
"Oh, Ancram! Oh, Ancram!" she cried. Then with a sudden change of tone,
she said, "Will you promise me one thing? Will you swear never to see
Rhoda Maxfield again? If you will do that, I will--I will--try to
forgive you."
"To _forgive_ me! Then you really _have_ lost your senses?"
"No; I wish I had! I would rather be mad than know what I know. But
think, Ancram, think well before you refuse me! This one thing is all I
ask. Never see or speak to her, or write to her again--not even when I
am dead! Swear it. I think if you swore it you would keep to it,
wouldn't you? This one poor thing for all I have borne, for all I am
willing to bear. I'll take that as a proof that you don't love her best.
I'll be content with that. I'll give up everything else in the whole
world. Only do this one thing for me, Ancram; I beg it on my knees!"
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