A Charming Fellow, Volume IIITrollope, Frances Eleanor
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A Charming Fellow, Volume III
Trollope, Frances Eleanor
Fiction
Gibbs went out into the outer office and sent the boy for a vehicle.
There he remained, pen in hand, behind his desk until the jingle of the
fly was heard at the door. He went back himself to the private office to
call Castalia, and found her sitting in exactly the same place and
attitude. She rose mechanically to her feet when he told her the fly was
ready, but as she began to walk towards the door she staggered and
caught at Gibbs's arm. He supported her with a sort of quiet
gravity;--much as if he had been her old servant, and she a cripple
whose infirmity was a matter of course,--which showed much delicacy of
feeling, and as they neared the door he said in her ear, "Take my
advice, ma'am, and tell your husband the truth." She turned her eyes on
him with a singular look, but said nothing. "Tell him the truth!
and--and look upward. Lift your heart in prayer. There is a fountain of
grace and love ready for all who seek it!"
"Not for me," she answered in a very low but distinct voice.
"Oh, my poor soul, don't say so! Don't think so!"
By this time she was in the carriage, having been almost lifted into it
by Gibbs. She was perfectly quiet and tearless, and as the vehicle drove
away, and Gibbs stood watching it disappear, he said to himself that her
face was as the face of a corpse.
CHAPTER XVII.
Castalia was driven home, and walked up the path of the tiny garden in
front of Ivy Lodge with a step much like her ordinary one. She went into
the drawing-room and looked about her curiously, as if she were a
stranger seeing the place for the first time. Then she sat down for a
minute, still in her bonnet and shawl. But she got up again quickly from
the sofa, holding her hand to her throat as if she were choking, and
went out to the garden behind the house, and from thence to the meadows
near the river. There was at the bottom of the garden, and outside of
it, a miserable, dilapidated wooden shed, euphoniously called a
summer-house. There was a worm-eaten wooden bench in it looking towards
the Whit, and commanding a view of the wide meadows on the other side of
it, of a turn in the river, now lead-coloured beneath a dreary sky, and
of the distant spire of Duckwell Church rising beyond the hazy woods of
Pudcombe. No one ever entered this summer-house. It was rotting to
pieces with damp and decay, and was inhabited by a colony of insects and
a toad that squatted in one corner. In this wretched place Castalia sat
down, being indeed unable to walk farther, but feeling a sensation of
suffocation at the mere thought of returning to the house. She fancied
she could not breathe there. A steaming mist was rising from the river
and the damp meadows beyond it. The grey clouds seemed to touch the grey
horizon. It was cold, and the last brown leaf or two, hanging, as it
seemed, by a thread on the boughs of a tree just within sight from the
summer-house, twirled, and shook, and shuddered in the slight gusts of
wind that arose now and again.
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