A Charming Fellow, Volume IIITrollope, Frances Eleanor
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A Charming Fellow, Volume III
Trollope, Frances Eleanor
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He went close up to Castalia, and said, without any preliminary or usual
greeting, "You are in affliction. Have you called upon the Lord? Have
you cast your burthen upon him? He is a good shepherd. He will carry the
weary and footsore of his flock lest they faint by the way and perish
utterly."
It was noticeable when he spoke that his voice, which had been of such
full sweetness, was now hoarse, and even harsh here and there, like a
fine instrument that has been jarred. This did not seem to be altogether
due to physical causes; for there still came out of his mouth every now
and then a tone that was exquisitely musical. But the discord seemed to
be in the spirit that moved the voice, and could not guide it with
complete freedom and mastery.
Castalia shook her head impatiently, and turned her eyes away from him.
But she did not do so with any of her old hauteur and intimation of the
vast distance which separated her from her humbler fellow-creatures.
Pain of mind had familiarised her with the conception that she held her
humanity in common with a very heterogeneous multitude. Had Powell been
a sleek, smug personage like Brother Jackson, veiling profound
self-complacency under the technical announcement of himself as a
miserable sinner, she might have turned from him in disgust. As it was,
she felt merely the unwillingness to be disturbed, of a creature in whom
the numbness of apathy has succeeded to acute anguish. She wanted to be
rid of him. He looked at her with the yearning pity which was so
fundamental a part of his nature. "Pray!" he said, clasping his hands
together. "Go to your Father, which is in Heaven, and He shall give you
rest. Oh, God loves you--he _loves_ you!"
"No one loves me," returned Castalia, with white rigid lips. Then she
got up from the bench, and went back into her own garden and into the
house, with the air of a person walking in sleep.
Powell looked after her sadly. "If she would but pray!" he murmured. "I
would pray for her. I would wrestle with the Lord on her behalf. But--of
late I have feared more and more that my prayers are not acceptable;
that my voice is an abomination to the Lord."
He resumed his walk along the river bank, speaking aloud, and
gesticulating to himself as he went.
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