Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
I used to think, too, that his gospel was worth more than some other
preacher's who received a better salary. But it comforts me now to
know that he never thought it. If William was covetous about anything
it was salvation. He was never satisfied with being as good as he was.
He was always longing and praying and going about in the effort just to
be a better man, more worthy of the message he had to deliver. These
were the kind of seraphic pleasures he took in living. And there was
no mortal power, no poverty or hardship that could do him out of them.
He would come back from feeding some vicious sinner with his gospel
substances exhilarated. It seemed to strengthen his spirit to drive
five miles through freezing winter weather to some country church to
preach to half a dozen men and women who may have only come on such a
bad day with the hope of finding that the preacher failed to come, a
shepherd unfaithful to his flock in a trying season. And of course, if
you are called to preach, this is the way to be, but if you are called
to be just the wife of a preacher, it is different. I do not say it
ought to be, but it is. I used to get tired of being poor in spirit.
There came days when I wanted to inherit the earth, the real earth, you
understand. The figure of speech might have been better for my soul,
but what I hankered after was something opulent and comfortable for
just the human me. And this brings to mind an incident that happened
when I was in one of these moods.
We were stationed that year at Celestial Bells, a place where, as I
have already intimated, the people had some kind of happy beam in their
eye. They were not only willing to be Christians, they were determined
to be. But they were equally determined to enjoy every other good
thing they saw in sight. This led to many social occasions, afternoon
teas, receptions, innocent entertainments, to no end of visiting and to
a fashionableness in everybody's appearance that was scandalously
fascinating to me.
Now and then I have heard some stupid stranger refer to Celestial Bells
as an ugly little town, but in my memory it is spread forever in the
sun, sweetly shining like a flower-garden wing of Paradise. It was
there after so many years that I came in contact again with simple
human gayety, with women prettily gowned, with the charming clatter of
light conversation and within the sound of music that was not always
hymnal. I do not say, mind you, that I did not listen always
reverently and gratefully to William's higher talk, nor that I have
ever ceased to enjoy good church music, but I am confessing that, in
spite of long training in experience-meeting monologues and organ
tunes, I was still ecstatically capable of this other kind of delight.
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