Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Spouses of clergy -- Fiction
As the Minister's Wife I was asked everywhere. In all well-bred
communities the preacher's wife is given the free moral agent's
opportunity to draw her own line between the world and the church. If
she refuses a series of invitations to teas and clubs and receptions,
it is understood that she is not of the world, will have none of it,
and she is left to pursue her pious way to just the church services and
missionary meetings. But I refused to draw the spiritual line between
tea parties and the bible-class study evening. I accepted every
invitation with alacrity. There was nothing radically wrong, I
believe, with my heavenly mind, it simply extended further down and
around about than that of some others in my position.
One circumstance only interfered with my pleasures. This was the
curious sag and limpness, and color and style of my clothes. It is no
mystery to me why dress fashions for women connected with the
itinerancy tend to mourning shades. When you put the world out of your
life, you put the sweet vanity of color out. You eschew red and pink
and tender sky-blues and present your bodies living sacrifices in black
materials. I do not believe that God requires it. The Maker of the
heavens and the earth, of the green boughs and of the myriad-faced
flowers must be a lover of colors. But I cannot recall ever having
seen a Circuit Rider's Wife in my life whose few garments were not
pathetically dashed with this gloom of mourning darkness.
So, when we came to Celestial Bells, I say, I had a black sateen waist
and a gray cheviot skirt still worthy to be worn to church and prayer
meeting services, and a sadder blacker gown that had done service for
four years upon funeral occasions and others equally as solemn, like
weddings. These were all, except the calicos I wore at home. The
result was that I must have looked like some sort of sacrilegious crow
at every social function in Celestial Bells during the first few
months. But as the Spring advanced, I took my courage in my hands and
resolved to have a blue foulard silk. It was frightfully expensive,
seventy-five cents a yard, in fact, to say nothing of a white lace yoke
and a black panne velvet belt. But no bride ever contemplated her
"going away" gown with more satisfaction. I pictured myself in it
before I even purchased it attending Sister Z's tea party, _looking
like other women_! I do not recommend this as high ambition, but those
preachers' wives in the remote places who have worn drab and
sorrowfully cut clothes for years will know how I felt. I think there
is something pitiful in women just here. No matter how old and
consecrated they get, they do in their secret hearts often long to be
pretty, to look well dressed and--yes, light-hearted. The latter is so
becoming to them.
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