College students -- Fiction; Love stories; Siblings -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Because--you _are_! You're not a bit sociable and friendly--even
_your_ sort of sociability. I'm a guest in your mother's house if I'm
nothing else and it's your duty to be civil."
"Haven't I always been civil to you, Darsie?"
Darsie drew a quick breath of impatience and, seizing upon the poker,
beat at the unoffending coal as the best method of letting off steam.
"You are so painfully literal. I can _feel_ what other people are
thinking, however much they try to disguise it."
"How do _I_ feel, for example?"
Darsie turned her head and stared curiously into Dan's face. The hand
on which it leaned shielded it somewhat from view, but, even so, there
was something in the intent gaze which filled her with a strange new
discomfort. She turned back to her poking once more.
"I think--there's something that I don't understand--I think--there's
something you disapprove! I'm a very good girl, and I work very hard,
and I'm fond of my friends, and I expect them to be fond of me in
return. I don't _like_ you to disapprove, Dan!"
"I can't help it, Darsie. I've hated that friendship from the
beginning, and I hate it more with every month that passes."
"Oh! _that_ old story." Darsie's voice took a tone of impatience; for
it was annoying to find that Dan was harking back on the well-known
subject of dispute. "Well, I'm sorry to distress you, but I am
conceited enough to believe that I have taken no harm from my friendship
with Ralph Percival, and that he has reaped some little good from mine.
While that state of thing continues, I shall certainly refuse to give
him up--even to please you!"
There was silence for several moments, then Dan said slowly--
"If I agreed with your conclusions, I should not try to persuade you,
Darsie; but I do not, and my opportunities of judging are better than
yours."
"You are unfair, Dan. It is a pity to allow yourself to be so
prejudiced that you can't give a fair judgment. I should have imagined
that even you would be forced to admit that Ralph had done better this
term."
Dan did not speak. He turned his head and looked Darsie full in the
eyes, and there was in his look a puzzled, questioning air, which she
found it difficult to understand. When he spoke again, it was not to
reply in any direct way to her accusation, but to ask a question on his
own account.
"Darsie, do you mind telling me--is your position entirely
disinterested? Do you look upon the fellow merely as a man to be
helped, or do you care for him for his own personal sake?"
Darsie deliberated. The firelight played on her downcast face, on the
long white throat rising from the low collar of her white blouse, on the
little hands clenched round the steel poker. Before her mind's eye
arose the memory of handsome, melancholy eyes; imagination conjured back
the sound of impassioned appeals. Her expression softened, her voice
took a deeper note.
"He needs me, Dan!"
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