"You showed your wisdom," said Webster, a little grimly.
"I know that; what is the use of grieving and fretting and losing one's
good looks for the sake of a person who has ceased to care for one?
Love is never rekindled, you know; its ashes never again take fire."
"Do you speak from experience?"
"Yes," answered Kathleen Weir, sharply. "I've watched the flame die
out, and the last flicker expire. It's an unpleasant experience, when
the ice has not already touched your own heart."
"I could never imagine it happening to you."
"You say that because I am an actress; a woman used to, and who loves
flattery, you are thinking. But it did happen to me, Mr. Webster!
Perhaps it was my temper, perhaps it was his, but my gentleman turned
cold and disagreeable--and in the end we parted."
Ralph Webster felt slightly embarrassed.
"And, now," went on Miss Weir, throwing back her well-shaped head,
crowned with its thick chestnut hair, "he is no more to me than last
year's snow! He changed first, but I afterward. But why need I bore you
with all this? Perhaps you do know that I am a married woman parted
from my husband?"
"I certainly did not know it."
"Yes, nine years ago I married a young man called Temple--"
"Temple?" interrupted Webster, quickly.
"Yes, John Temple; he was then a very young man, studying for the bar,
but he never practiced, for he had some money, and he had no ambition.
I think he thought I had spoiled his life."
A physical pain seemed to thrill through Webster's heart, and he bit
his lips to hide his emotion.
"And," he said, after a moment's pause, "do you never see him? What is
he like?"
"I have not seen him for these six years, but I know he is still in
the land of the living, and that I am not entitled to a widow's cap,
for each six months his lawyer regularly sends me one hundred and
fifty pounds. He allows me, in fact, three hundred a year, and perfect
liberty. I do whatever I like." And Kathleen Weir laughed a little
bitterly.
"And you chose the stage?" said Ralph Webster, in a low tone.
"I was on the stage when he had what I suppose he calls the misfortune
to marry me. He was a young fellow--barely twenty-one--and I was three
years older. We lived together for about three years, principally
abroad, and then he tired of it. That is, he had been tiring of it all
the time; we did not pull together somehow."
Ralph Webster drew a long breath.
"What is he like, I may have seen him?" he asked.
"Like? Good-looking, with gray eyes and a very taking manner when he
chose. But to me he was often eminently disagreeable."
"And you do not know where he is now?"
"Not in the very least; abroad most likely, for the sunny south suited
his pleasure-loving nature best. He had no energy, and I hate men
without it. Men are born to fight in the battle of life, but John
Temple stood smiling at it; he will never succeed in anything, and I
love success."
"And you have achieved it."
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