Then he looked at her, and there was great pain in his eyes and on his
pale face.
"I should rather be dead--I swear it, though you may not believe
it--than say to you what I am forced to say to-day."
"Oh! you frighten me! What can it be?" cried May.
"Do you remember when--when I went away and left you, May," went on
John Temple, in a broken voice; "when I wrote to you and told you that
you were to be quite sure of your feelings toward me if I were to be
anything more to you; when I told you that I believed that if two
people truly loved each other that nothing should part or change them?"
"I remember," answered May, lifting her head and looking with steadfast
eyes in his face, "when you wrote that there were other feelings
between men and women besides the love that can not change, and that I
was to question my heart. I did--I told you then my love could never
change, and now I tell you again--it can never change."
"My darling!"
He caught her to his breast, he kissed her eyes, her lips, her brow,
and then in hurried, agitated words he tried to tell her all.
"May, I loved you then, and I love you now, how dearly none but my own
heart can tell--but I should have told you the truth. I told you there
were obstacles to our marriage, and that it must be a secret one, and
you agreed to this. Our secret is now known. Mrs. Temple, my uncle's
wife, it seems, saw one of your letters to me, and she actually sent
that brute, young Henderson, up to town to spy on you. He saw you enter
Miss Webster's house, and he went back and told your father."
"Oh! John!" cried May.
"My uncle sent for me this morning, and questioned me, but I would tell
him nothing; and while I was with him your father and young Henderson
arrived at the Hall. Your father asked me if I were married to you, and
I refused to tell him also, and then when Henderson spoke I called him
a murderer and a spy. He sprang at me and struck me, but with one blow
I sent him reeling to the floor, and when I left Woodlea he had not
recovered his senses."
May gave a sort of cry.
"And--and what followed?" she gasped out.
"Then I left Woodlea. I was determined to see you first before I said a
word to one of them--for, May, it was not for fear of my uncle's anger
that I wished our marriage to be a secret one--but there was another
reason--"
"Another reason?" echoed May, with fast whitening lips.
"Yes, when I was a boy, a mere lad at least, I met a woman older than
myself; a woman who took advantage of my boyish infatuation, and led me
on to do what I have cursed ever since I met you. May, do not look so
white! My dear one, this need not, shall not, part us. Our love is too
deep and strong for a tie, broken years ago, to come between us. But in
an hour of madness, I married--"
May started back as if she had received a sudden blow.
"I married," went on John Temple, nerving himself to speak the words,
"the actress, Kathleen Weir--"
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