"Nothing, nothing indeed! You have only been too good."
"That is all right then, and now good-by."
He stooped down as he spoke and pressed his lips upon her hand, and
then turned quickly away. And May looked after him gratefully.
"How good he is!" she thought; "what a noble heart he has! I wonder
what made him look so sad."
But a few minutes later Sister Margaret bustled into the room, and she,
also, was full of Mr. Webster's praise.
"What a thorough gentleman he is!" she said, quite enthusiastically.
"Have you known him long, Mrs. Church?"
"For some time," answered May, and her tone reminded Sister Margaret
she had been instructed to ask Mrs. Church no questions regarding her
past life.
Yet the good woman naturally felt curious, and had decided in her own
mind that Mr. Webster must have been an old lover of the young widow's,
and she began to hope that it might end in a marriage. This was, of
course, entirely her own theory, for she had certainly nothing to go
on. For she and May were quite a fortnight at Hastings before they
either saw or heard anything more of Mr. Webster.
She took comfortable rooms for May overlooking the sea, and the change
of scene and fresh air soon began to revive the drooping invalid. And a
strange change came over May's mind also at this time. Sister Margaret
had many a sad tale to tell her; tales of forsaken wives and broken
hearts. Her experience of life had not lain along its smooth paths. She
had trod the rough roads, and the sick and sorrowful had been her daily
companions. And listening to her May began to learn that her case was
not worse than others; her wound not more terrible than some of her
fellow sufferers.
"I loved him too much," she told herself; "it blinded me, and I
believed he loved me as I loved him. But it was not the same."
She did not even give John Temple his due, for he had not felt for her
a brief passion that soon would pass away. He had loved her with a
selfish love, no doubt, but with a love that made him put everything
else aside for her sake. He thought, also, that she cared for him
beyond and above all earthly things; that nothing would have torn her
from his side.
She had not realized the shock, the horror of her awakening. It seemed
to end everything for her, and now slowly struggling back to life, she
told herself that John Temple had never really loved her. She had been
his plaything; his "country sweetheart," as he had often called her in
his fond hours of love.
Sitting watching the long, rolling waves breaking up against the white
cliffs, or the sea-birds winging their way above the foam, May told
herself again and again that her life was done--that is, her life of
happiness and hope. There remained but for her a cold and colorless
existence, toiling for her daily bread. Yet she did not shrink from her
fate. She accepted it as inevitable, and, after the first bitterness
was passed, bore herself with a certain amount of heroism and calmness.
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