Presently the vicar ascended the pulpit, and in his usual monotonous
under-tone proceeded with his usual platitudes. A worthy man this, but
misty, and perhaps his brain was mercifully clouded. It made his daily
life more bearable, his scolding eager wife more endurable, and, taking
all things into consideration, it was well for the Rev. James that he
was not a clever nor keen-eyed man. His congregation, who expected
nothing new from him, each settled him or herself to their private
thoughts. The men, as a rule, mentally did their weekly accounts over,
the women the cost of their neighbor's dress and their own proposed new
personal adornments. John Temple moved his seat to a convenient corner,
whispering smilingly to his aunt-in-law as he passed her:
"It is true, I am actually going to sleep."
Mrs. Temple smiled in return, and looked at John as he closed his
eyes and leaned back his head against the curtained pew. But though
he closed his eyes he did not go to sleep, nor had the slightest
inclination to do so. Through those closed lids he still mentally saw
the lovely face in the gallery beyond; still saw the glad look with
which the Mayflower had greeted his return.
Mrs. Temple noticed his face flush, though he never opened his eyes.
She kept looking at him and wondering what his life had been before her
own terrible loss had made him the heir of Woodlea. She had expected
to dislike him, almost to hate him, but she did not. His good looks
favorably influenced her for one thing, and his pleasant, sympathetic
manner for another. There is really no such lasting charm as this. But
it is born with the man or woman who possesses it. It is the reflection
from their hearts as it were; the outcome of the inner sense that
understands the feelings of others and never wounds them.
John Temple possessed this gift, to some extent at least, though not in
the highest sense. But at all events he never said unsuitable things,
nor hit the wrong nail on the head. Some people seemingly can not help
doing this. With the best intentions they ruffle our tempers, and we
are glad when they go out of our sight.
So Mrs. Temple kept looking at John, and speculating as to his past.
"He is good-looking, but scarcely handsome," she thought, and then she
sighed, and her memory went back to the days of her soldier-lover, now
lying in his Indian grave.
"If I had married George Hill, I would have been a good woman," she was
thinking. "Now what have I to be good for?"
She glanced contemptuously, as the thought struck her first, at her
poor misty father in the pulpit, and then at her eager, watchful mother
in the vicar's pew below.
"They sold me," she was reflecting, "and what I can give them is all
they care for. Ah, it is a weary world."
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