“Why not declare yourself, monsieur?” asked Gabrielle,
half-hesitatingly, as the others drew out of earshot. “You little know
the Duke if you think you can safely hold him at defiance thus.”
“I am not concerned for what he may think or do, mademoiselle. It is
you, and you only, whom I fear to have estranged. I deceived you. Can
you forgive me?”
“You should not have done it, monsieur,” she answered, dropping her
eyes. “You--you shamed me.”
“God forbid you should believe such a thought as that could have been
in my heart.”
“But I--I deemed you were my cousin. Oh, when I think of it, my face
flames with humiliation.”
“Then in all truth am I bitterly punished. But you must see how hardly
I was placed. When I heard the blunt confession of all that was
designed against you I knew not what to do. Hating myself for every act
and word of compelled deception, yet I could not speak without----But
of course, you must blame me.”
“You could have told _me_, monsieur, if you had trusted me;” and the
reproach in her eyes as she glanced up stung him so that he winced.
“And you read in me no more than mistrust?” he whispered.
“Monsieur!”
“And you think I have been untrue to you?”
“Monsieur!” This time with a little accent of pain, adding under her
breath, “I trusted you so completely.”
“And now?” His tone was as low as hers, and when she made no answer he
said, “First your words stabbed me, now it is your silence.”
She caught her breath and lifted and let fall her hand with a gesture
of perplexity: a pathetic little sign of her distress.
“But you, too, are silent--still,” she murmured, after a pause.
“And I was so sure of you.” The softly spoken words stung her so that
she winced at the implied reproach in them. The reproach was unmerited,
and while repudiating the injustice she was both wistful and yet
unwilling to let him see how his words hurt her.
“Why will you not speak and end the uncertainty?” she asked.
“For myself and for others I care nothing, as I say; but can _you_ find
no reason?”
“It is for me?” she cried quickly, with a swift glance and an
involuntary thrill of delight. She had not doubted him; but the
confirmation of her trust which seemed to come from the assurance that
it was still for her he was acting thus, brought inexpressible comfort.
If it was for her that he still ran the risks involved in maintaining
silence, it could be for only one reason.
He had been acting a part, and yet not acting merely with her. The
words he had spoken, the glances he had cast, the thousand little
acts and signs he had given while she had deemed him her cousin,
had expressed real feeling. He had not looked on her as unmaidenly,
but--and as the thought grafted itself more firmly upon her faith
in him, the colour came flooding again to her cheeks, but from such
different causes, and her eyes glowed.
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