Again the low voice--very soft and low. "But you'll be a little sorry to leave here, won't you--m'mmm?----" (This was the second stroke, by comparison with which the first had been sweet.) Strong spoke brusquely.--"Look here, old girl--we've heaps of things to do to-night--lots of time before us--don't let's have any nonsense----" "No-o-o?"---- Amory, besides hearing, might have seen; but she did not. Something had brought into her head her own words to Walter Wyron of an hour or two before, when Walter had picked up the cable announcing Cosimo's return: "Put that down, Walter; it's mine." This other, that was taking place in that inner room, was theirs. It would have been perfectly easy to strike them dumb by appearing, just for one moment, in the doorway of this--lumber-room; but she preferred not to do it. If she had, she felt that it would have been the remains of a woman they would have seen. There is not much catch in striking anybody dumb when the process involves their seeing--that. Much better to steal out quietly.... Noiselessly she turned her back to the half-open door. She tiptoed out into the corridor again. For a dozen yards she continued to tiptoe--in order to spare them; and then she found herself at the head of the steep stairs. She descended. She had not made a single sound. Down below the man was still reading the paper, and again he looked round. At another time Amory might have questioned him; but again she did not. There was nothing to learn. She knew. It was the first thing she had ever really known. Bowed with the strangeness of knowledge, she walked slowly out into Charing Cross Road. IV GREY YOUTH She continued to walk slowly; the slowness was as remarkable as her haste had been. She had intended, had she missed Edgar, to go to an hotel; but home was hotel enough, hotel home. Home--home to a house without privacy--home to children of whom she was not much more than technically the mother--home to an asbestos log and to the absence of a husband that was at least as desirable as his presence: nothing else remained. For her lack seemed total--so total as hardly to be a lack. She desired no one thing, and a desire for everything is an abuse of the term "desire." So she walked slowly, stopping now and then to look at a flagstone as if it had been a remarkable object. And as she walked she wondered how she had come to be as she was.