A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
"Marcia," said the Doctor one morning, after he had been enjoying,
apparently, every minute of his vacation-life in the open, "will you
come with me over the north trail as far as Ewart and André have made
it? I want to show you something I found there the other day."
Before I could answer, Jamie spoke:
"How about your _solitude à deux_ principle, Doctor?"
"It is wise to forget sometimes, Boy. Will you come this morning,
Marcia?"
I promptly said I would. I saw that he was slightly ruffled at Jamie's
innocent jest; indeed, ever since his arrival, the Doctor had not been
wholly like his genial self. Mrs. Macleod noticed it and spoke of it
to me.
"We don't realize, when we see him enjoying everything with the zest of
a boy, how much he has on his mind. He told me the other day he must
cut his vacation short; he is called to the Pacific coast for some of
his special work."
I said nothing at the time, because I could not agree with her. I
noticed that, at times, there was a slight constraint in his manner
towards me--me who was willing for him to know all there was to know,
except the fact that I loved his friend. I was convinced that he
wanted to air his special knowledge of me with me alone; that after he
had freed his mind to me, there would be no constraint.
Twice I caught him looking at Mr. Ewart, as if he were diagnosing his
case, and I laughed inwardly. From time to time I surprised the same
expression on his face when he was silent, smoking and, at the same
time, watching me weave my baskets under the tutelage of a Montagnaise,
the squaw of our postman. Mr. Ewart heard me express the wish to learn
this handicraft, and within a week my teacher was provided. She
remained in camp five days. Perhaps this opened the Doctor's eyes.
Perhaps Jamie had spoken with him about what was evident to all. The
Doctor grew more and more silent, more thoughtful, less inclined to
jest with me. Added to this was the thought that we must break camp
sooner than Mr. Ewart had intended. The "homing sense" was making
itself felt, for September was with us. We saw some land birds going
over early, and the first frost was a heavy one.
The Doctor and I followed the north trail for half a mile; then the
Doctor bade me rest, for it was rough going.
"Marcia," he said abruptly, sitting down in front of me, his back
against a tree, his hands clasping his knees, "let's have it out."
I saw he felt ill at ease and could but wonder, for, after all, it was
only I with whom he had to deal.
"I am ready. I 've only been waiting for you all these weeks."
"Do you know that I have been to Delia Beaseley for certain
information?"
"Yes; she wrote me. I wrote her to tell you all she knew of me."
He seemed to breathe more freely after my speaking so frankly, as if I
really would welcome anything he might have to say.
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