A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
"If you choose! Good God--don't you see your situation? Marcia, dear
girl, come to yourself--you are not yourself."
Without another word he rose quickly, and went out. I heard him go
into the kitchen. He came back with a third of a glass of water.
"Take this, Marcia."
I obeyed. The bitter taste is even now, at times, on my tongue. Soon
I was able to hear my own voice.
"Thank you." I felt his finger on my wrist.
"You are better now?"
"Yes." I passed my hand across my eyes to clear my sight. I heard a
heavy long-drawn sigh from the man standing in front of me.
"Does he know?" was my first rational question.
"Ewart _know_? Marcia, Marcia--think what you are saying! Ewart is a
gentleman--the soul of honor--"
"No, of course, he does n't. I did n't think.-- Why have n't you told
him instead of me?"
"Why? I tell you because you are a woman; because it is your right to
withdraw from a situation that is untenable; you must be the first to
know."
"I see; I am beginning to understand."
"Marcia, this is a confession. I blame myself for much of this. I am
guilty of procrastinating in a matter of duty. Listen, my dear girl;
you remember that night in February when you met me at the junction?"
"Oh, yes, I remember--I wish I could forget." I felt suddenly so tired.
"I heard all this in Ewart's voice when he bade me look out for you. I
saw all this in your face when you greeted him on his return. I did
not know then of your connection with Cale, with that sad affair of
twenty-seven years ago; but, from the moment I knew your birthday, from
that night when Cale's story fitted its key to mine, from the moment I
learned the truth from Delia Beaseley about you, from the moment I
examined those papers in my possession, I should have spoken; should
have written you at least; should have warned--but I waited to make
more sure."
"_Are_ you sure?"
I put that question as a drowning man catches at a floating reed.
"No, I dare not say I am sure until Ewart himself confirms black and
white--sees that certificate; but I must warn you just the same. It is
my duty."
I drew a longer breath. He was not wholly sure then. There was a
reprieve, meanwhile--
What "meanwhile"? I could not think; but I was aware that the Doctor
was speaking again, thinking for me. I listened apathetically.
"Marcia, I have to leave to-morrow morning. I must leave you with
Cale. Thank God, you have him near you! It has been impressed upon me
that you must be told all this before Ewart gets back. You are a
woman--and your womanhood will dictate, will show you the way out.
Come to me, come to my home--I shall not be there; come now, with Mrs.
Macleod and Jamie. I will wire Ewart that you are with us for a little
while. Get time to breathe, to think things out, to conquer, before he
comes--"
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