A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
I made my way into V--- Court, unafraid and unmolested. Delia Beaseley
opened the door. At sight of her all the pent-up emotion of weeks
threatened to find vent.
"Delia, it is I, Marcia Farrell--"
"Oh, my dear, my dear," she cried, as she drew me into the hall under
the dim light. "It is good to see you again! But what is it?" she
asked anxiously, lifting my hat from my face. "Are you sick?"
I could not answer her. She led me into the back room I remembered so
well. There, as once before, she pushed me gently into the
rocking-chair. She removed my hat and brought a fan.
"What is it, my dear? Can't you tell me?"
Oh, how many times, during her life of helpfulness, she must have asked
that question of homeless girls and despairing women!
"Delia," I began; then I hesitated. Should I tell her, or carry in
silence my trouble about with me? Before I could speak again, she had
her arms--those motherly arms I had felt before--around me; my head was
on her shoulder; my arms about her neck. I sobbed out my story, and
she comforted me as only a woman, who has suffered, can comfort.
"Let me stay a little while with you, Delia, till I get work again."
"Stay with me! Bless your heart, I couldn't let you go if you wanted
to. Here 's my Jane--she 's out now--ready to drop with the work and
the heat; we 've had a long spell of it, and I not knowing where to
turn for help just now, for I want her to go away on a vacation; she
needs it. Just you stay right here with me, and I 'll pack Jane off
to-morrow."
"Have you--is any body with you?" I asked.
"Yes." She nodded significantly. "There 's two of 'em on my hands
now. One's got through, and the other is expecting soon. Both of 'em
can't see the use of living, and Jane 's about worn out."
"You will let me help? I can do something, if it's only the housework."
"I can tend to that." She spoke decidedly. "What I want is to have
you round 'em, comforting 'em, cheerin' 'em--"
"_I_ comforting, _I_ cheering, Delia?"
She nodded emphatically. "Yes, my dear, just that. Your work is cut
out for you right here, for a few weeks anyway. You come upstairs with
me now and set with one of 'em, and give her a bowl of gruel--I was
just going to come up with one from the kitchen when you rung,--while I
get Jane's things together; she 'll be in by ten. She 's over to one
of the Settlement Houses helping out to-night."
Somehow, on hearing this account of Jane's activity--tired Jane who
could help and rescue at home, and then go out to the Settlement House
to give of her best till ten at night--my own life dwindled into
insignificance. The true spirit of the great city entered into me. I
felt the power of it for good. I felt its altruism; I realized its
deepest significance; and I saw wherein lay my own salvation from
selfish brooding, from forbidden craving, from morbid thinking.
"Let me have Jane's work," I said.
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