A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
There was no word of welcome on the part of either, no hand extended.
All I could see, as he stood there momentarily on the step, was the set
face, the dark hollows beneath his eyes, the utter fatigue in his
attitude. He stood with his hand on the door jamb, bracing himself by
it. So he must have stood long years before when he came to seek my
mother. That was my thought.
He did not sit down; but I--I had to; I had not strength left to stand.
"I 'm going to ask you a few questions."
"Yes." My tongue was dry; my lips parched. It was with difficulty I
could articulate.
"What did you think I promised you, even if without words, that last
time I saw you in camp?"
"All."
"What did you promise me when you looked into my eyes, there on the
shore of the cove?"
"All." I had no other word at my command.
"And what did 'all' mean to you?"
I could not answer.
"Did it mean that you were to be my wife, that I was to be your
husband?"
"I thought so."
"And you came to think otherwise--"
"How could it be, oh, how could it be?" I cried out wildly, the dumb
misery finding expression at last. "How could it be when you are my
mother's husband--"
"Stop! Not here and now. I will not hear that--not here, where I
found her dead in this basement; not now, when I have come to find her
child. Listen to me. Answer me, as if before the judgment seat of
your truest womanhood and our common humanity. Is she a wife who never
loves the man who loves her, and is married to her in the law? Answer
me."
"No."
"Is he a husband who never receives the pledge of love from the woman
he loves, and to whom he is married in the law? Answer me again."
"No."
"Can words merely, the 'I promise', the 'I take', make marriage in its
truest sense? Tell me."
"No."
"Was the woman who never loved me, my wife in any true sense for all
the spoken words?"
"No," I answered again, but my voice faltered.
"Was the man who loved her, her husband simply by reason of those few
spoken words?"
"No--but--"
"Yes, I know what you would say; the words, at least, were spoken that
made us before the world man and wife in the law--but how about the
'before God'?"
I could not answer. The man who was cross-questioning me was trying to
get at the truth as I saw it.
"The law can be put aside, and I put it aside; I was divorced from her.
But what difference, except to you, does that make? Marcia Farrell, I
was never your mother's husband. Had I been, had I taken her once in
my arms as wife, can you think for one moment that I would have stayed
in the manor, continued in your presence--watching, waiting, longing
for some sign of love for me on your part? You cannot think it--it is
not possible."
His voice shook with passion, with indignation. He bent to me.
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