A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
At the first words a faint sickness came upon me. Was I to hear this
again?--here, remote from the environment from which I had so recently
fled? Could it be possible that I was to hear again that account of my
mother's death? I struggled for control. They must not know, they
should not see that struggle. Intent on keeping every feature passive,
hoping that in the firelight whatever my face might have shown would
pass unnoticed, I waited for the Doctor's next word.
"It seems unprofessional, perhaps, to enter into any detail, but we are
far away from that environment now--and in time, too, for it was over a
quarter of a century ago. She was very young, nineteen perhaps, and
about to become a mother. I remained with her till morning. I knew
she would never come through her trial alive. I went again in the
evening and stayed with her till her child was born and--to the end
which came an hour afterwards. During all those twenty-four hours she
spoke but twice. She gave me no name, although I asked her; no name of
friends even--God knows if she had any, or why was she there?
"Now, here is my dilemma: in the morning, I signed the death
certificate and then went out of the city on a case that kept me
forty-eight hours. On my return, the woman, who had rescued this poor
girl,--a woman who took in washing and ironing in that basement--told
me a man had appeared at the house to claim the body he said was his
wife's. She gave me the man's name, but the name of this man was not
the name of the husband according to a marriage certificate which I
found in an envelope the young woman entrusted to me for her child. At
any rate, he had claimed the body and taken it away.
"Now, ordinarily the living waves of existence close very soon over
such an episode--all too common; and, so far as I am concerned, in such
and other similar cases I forget; it is well that I can. But I 've
never been permitted to forget this!"
He made this announcement emphatically, looking up suddenly from the
fire, and glancing at each of us in turn.
"And, moreover, I don't believe I am ever going to be permitted to
forget. Some one intends I shall remember!
"With me it was merely a charity case--one, it is true, that called
forth my deepest sympathy. The circumstances were peculiar. The woman
was young, rarely attractive in face, refined, well dressed. Her
absolute silence concerning herself during all that weary time; her
heroic endurance and, I may say, angelic acceptance of her
martyrdom--and all this in such an environment! How could it help
making a deep impression? Still, I am convinced I should have
forgotten it, had it not been for a constant reminder.
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