"Yes, yes; only that is looking merely at the surface of the matter, and
leaving out of sight the unfathomable mysteries of a being compounded of
flesh and spirit. There are among our best instruments peculiar to this
house, especially those used chiefly in our harvest music, some of such
finely-tempered materials, and of so delicate a construction, that the
person wishing to perform on them must not only be inspired with the
melodious passion, but the entire system--body and soul--must be in the
proper mood, the flesh itself elevated into harmony with the exalted
spirit, else he will fail to elicit the tones or to give the expression
desired. This is a rough and a poor simile, when we consider how
wonderful an instrument a human being is, with the body that burns with
thought, and the spirit that quivers and cries with pain, and when we
think how its innumerable, complex chords may be injured and untuned by
suffering. The will may be ours, but something, we know not what,
interposes to defeat our best efforts. That you have succeeded in
producing so blessed a result, after we had failed, has served to deepen
and widen in our hearts the love we already felt for you; for how much
more precious is this melody of repose, this sweet interval of relief
from cruel pain the mother now experiences, than many melodies from
clear voices and trained hands."
In my secret heart I believed that he was taking much too lofty a view
of the matter; but I had no desire to argue against so flattering a
delusion, if it were one, and only wished that I could share it with
him.
"She is sleeping still," he said presently, "perhaps without pain, like
Yoletta here, and her sleep will now probably last for some hours."
"I pray Heaven that she may wake refreshed and free from pain," I
remarked.
He seemed surprised at my words, and looked searchingly into my face.
"My son," he said, "it grieves me, at a moment like the present, to have
to point out a great error to you; but it is an error hurtful to
yourself and painful to those who see it, and if I were to pass it over
in silence, or put off speaking of it to another time, I should not be
fulfilling the part of a loving father towards you."
Surprised at this speech, I begged him to tell me what I had said that
was wrong.
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