After we had broken our fast, I determined to go to the forest and spend
the day there. For many days past I had shirked woodcutting; but now it
seemed impossible for me to settle down to any quiet, sedentary kind of
work, the consuming impatience and boundless energy I felt making me
wish for some unusually violent task, such as would exhaust the body and
give, perhaps, a rest to the mind. Taking my ax, and the usual small
basket of provisions for my noonday meal, I left the house; and on this
morning I did not walk, but ran as if for a wager, taking long, flying
leaps over bushes and streams that had never tempted me before. Arrived
at the scene of action, I selected a large tree which had been marked
out for felling, and for hours I hacked at it with an energy almost
superhuman; and at last, before I had felt any disposition to rest, the
towering old giant, bowing its head and rustling its sere foliage as if
in eternal farewell to the skies, came with a mighty crash to the earth.
Scarcely was it fallen before I felt that I had labored too long and
violently: the dry, fresh breeze stung my burning cheeks like needles of
ice, my knees trembled under me, and the whole world seemed to spin
round; then, casting myself upon a bed of chips and withered leaves, I
lay gasping for breath, with only life enough left in me to wonder
whether I had fainted or not. Recovered at length from this exhausted
condition, I sat up, and rejoiced to observe that half the day--that
last miserable day--had already flown. Then the thoughts of the
approaching evening, and all the happiness it would bring, inspired me
with fresh zeal and strength, and, starting to my feet, and taking no
thought of my food, I picked up the ax and made a fresh onslaught on the
fallen tree. I had already accomplished more than a day's work, but the
fever in my blood and brain urged me on to the arduous task of lopping
off the huge branches; and my exertions did not cease until once more
the world, with everything on it, began revolving like a whirligig,
compelling me to desist and take a still longer rest. And sitting there
I thought only of Yoletta. How would she look after that long seclusion?
Pale, and sad too perhaps; and her sweet, soulful eyes--oh, would I now
see in them that new light for which I had watched and waited so long?
Then, while I thus mused, I heard, not far off, a slight rustling sound,
as of a hare startled at seeing me, and bounding away over the withered
leaves; and lifting up my eyes from the ground, I beheld Yoletta herself
hastening towards me, her face shining with joy. I sprang forward to
meet her, and in another moment she was locked in my arms. That one
moment of unspeakable happiness seemed to out-weigh a hundred times all
the misery I had endured. "Oh, my sweet darling--at last, at last, my
pain is ended!" I murmured, while pressing her again and again to my
heart, and kissing that dear face, which looked now so much thinner than
when I had last seen it.
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