Oh, how her delicious words maddened me! Even my tongue and lips
suddenly became dry as ashes with the fever in me, and could only
whisper huskily when I strove to answer. I released her from my arms and
sat down on the fallen tree, all my blissful raptures turned to a great
despondence. Would it always be thus--would she continue to embrace me,
and speak words that simulated passion while no such feeling touched her
heart? Such a state of things could not endure, and my passion, mocked
and baffled again and again, would rend me to pieces, and hurl me on to
madness and self-destruction. For how many men had been driven by love
to such an end, and the women they had worshiped, and miserably died
for, compared with Yoletta, were like creatures of clay compared with
one of the immortals. And was she not a being of a higher order than
myself? It was folly to think otherwise. But how had mortals always
fared when they aspired to mate with celestials? I tried then to
remember something bearing on this important point, but my mind was
becoming strangely confused. I closed my eyes to think, and presently
opening them again, saw Yoletta kneeling before me, gazing up into my
face with an alarmed expression.
"What is the matter, Smith, you seem ill?" she said; and then, laying
her fresh palm on my forehead, added: "Your head burns like fire."
"No wonder," I returned. "I'm worrying my brains trying to remember all
about them. What were their names, and what did they do to those who
loved them--can't you tell me?"
"Oh, you are ill--you have a fever and may die!" she exclaimed, throwing
her arms about my neck and pressing her cheek to mine.
I felt a strange imbecility of mind, yet it seemed to anger me to be
told that I was ill. "I am not ill," I protested feebly. "I never felt
better in my life! But can't you answer me--who were they, and what did
they do? Tell me, or I shall go mad."
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