"My son," said the father, addressing me in a calm, judicial tone which
at once put my last remaining hopes to flight, "it is a consolation to
us to know that your offense is of such a nature that it cannot diminish
our esteem for you, or loosen the bonds of affection which unite you to
us. You are still feeble, and perhaps a little confused in mind
concerning the events of the last few days: I do not therefore press you
to give an account of them, but shall simply state your offense, and if
I am mistaken in any particular you shall correct me. The great love you
have for Yoletta," he continued--and at this I started and blushed
painfully, but the succeeding words served to show that I had only too
little cause for alarm--"the great love you have for Yoletta caused you
much suffering during her thirty days' seclusion from us, so that you
lost all enjoyment of life, and eating little, and being in continual
dejection, your strength was much diminished. On the last day you were
so much excited at the prospect of reunion with her, that you went to
your task in the woods almost fasting, and probably after spending a
restless night. Tell me if this is not so?"
"I did not sleep that night," I replied, somewhat huskily.
"Unrefreshed by sleep and with lessened strength," he continued, "you
went to the woods, and in order to allay that excitement in your mind,
you labored with such energy that by noon you had accomplished a task
which, in another and calmer condition of mind and body, would have
occupied you more than one day. In thus acting you had already been
guilty of a serious offense against yourself; but even then you might
have escaped the consequences if, after finishing your work, you had
rested and refreshed yourself with food and drink. This, however, you
neglected to do; for when you had fallen insensible to the earth, and
Yoletta had called the dog and sent it to the house to summon
assistance, the food you had taken with you was found untasted in the
basket. Your life was thus placed in great peril; and although it is
good to lay life down when it has become a burden to ourselves and
others, being darkened by that failure of power from which there is no
recovery, wantonly or carelessly to endanger it in the flower of its
strength and beauty is a great folly and a great offense. Consider how
deep our grief would have been, especially the grief of Yoletta, if this
culpable disregard of your own safety and well-being had ended fatally,
as it came so near ending! It is therefore just and righteous that an
offense of such a nature should be recompensed; but it is a light
offense, not like one committed against the house, or even against
another person, and we also remember the occasion of it, since it was no
unworthy motive, but exceeding love, which clouded your judgment, and
therefore, taking all these things into account, it was my intention to
put you away from us for the space of thirteen days."
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