"I was sure of it," said her father, "and he will not; he is under my
roof, and he will say nothing to me or you--he has too much delicacy
of feeling to do so."
"But, little father, he looks on me as an inferior," said Helga. "He
is so superior in everything, that I feel as if he said, 'You are a
simple country girl.'"
"Well," said her father, "what are you else? But I am sure he never
said or, by his manner, led you to infer that he thought you his
inferior."
"It is not that," said Helga. "If he but opens the door and enters a
room or leaves it, he does so in a manner I cannot describe. He is not
like other men. He does everything well and knows everything well. He
makes me feel I am so small."
"When he is with me," said the Pastor, "he makes me feel the better
Christian and more kindly towards every one. When he first came he
taught me one sentence I shall never forget, 'that kindliness is the
real gold of life.'"
"But you said that on the first Sunday he was here, little father, in
your sermon," interrupted Helga.
"But I learnt it from him," said the Pastor. "But there is something I
think I had better tell you, as there should be perfect confidence,
even in thought, between us, my child. When Karl came from the
Jensens' the other day, he repeated what Mathilde Jensen said about
Hardy buying Rosendal. I think myself it is probable--mind, I only say
probable. I see he observes everything you do, and that your unfair
speeches hurt him. He asked me if you were, as Fru Jensen said,
attached to Kapellan Holm, and his manner for the moment changed. He
is going to bring his mother over to Denmark, and, judging from his
character of simple kindly consideration for every one, it is clear he
wishes his mother to see you before he speaks."
"Oh, little father, it cannot be true," said Helga; "it cannot be
true!"
"No, it is not true; but it is, as I said, probable," replied her
father. "But there is one thing I should like to tell him myself, if
you dislike what I have said, and that is, if he should entertain
anything of the sort, that you have no wish in that direction. I do
not think it right to let him nurse the probability in his mind that
you might listen to him when he comes with his mother next year, when
it would be painful to her to see her only son get a Kurv" (literally,
a basket; the meaning is a rejection). "I think we should save them
this, as it would be a heavy blow to both son and mother."
"But Kirstin has told him I cannot marry, little father," said Helga,
"and he believes it."
"Herr Hardy will not care what an old woman says," replied her father;
"but there is no need to say anything whatever, and nothing must be
said unless you feel you could never listen to him."
"I do not know what to say, little father," said Helga, with a bright
gleam of coming happiness in her eyes.
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