London (England) -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
‘My dear Carrie, see there,’ Lady Mallow had said. ‘There is Mr. Philip
Meadowes, the—I regret to say it—the natural son of Mr. Richard
Meadowes of Fairmeadowes, the property which adjoins to mine at Wynford.
For certain I thought it curious that he paid no attention to Sir James,
but his infrequent visits to Fairmeadowes no doubt explained the
circumstance, for on every hand I have accounts of the affability both
of the father and the son. They are beloved in the neighbourhood.’
The good lady rattled on long after the subject of her discourse had
passed by. She did not guess how much Phil was beloved in a
neighbourhood very close to her at that moment. Carrie listened to her
aunt’s talk with heightened colour and sparkling eyes. How different
Philip had looked! how much older! He looked boyish no longer—and yet
he was the same, her dearest Phil, who would come very soon to claim her
now. . . . What would her father say that day? Carrie’s joy was checked
at the thought.
For the last month or two of these two years of waiting Carrie could not
be tender enough to her father. She was with him every moment of his
spare time, and sat by him in the evening, and held his hand till he
laughed and asked her the reason of all this sentiment. Carrie laughed
also, but her eyes filled with tears; she knew the blow that impended
over him.
At last one night she determined to speak. She sat down beside her
father and laid her face against his shoulder.
‘Sir, I feel certain that ere long Philip Meadowes will come to claim
your promise,’ she said.
She felt her father draw in his breath hard before he spoke.
‘I thought you had forgot Philip Meadowes,’ he said at length.
‘I—forgotten—oh, sir, so soon? What do you take me for?’ cried Carrie.
She raised her face for a moment as she spoke.
‘Then you mean to have him?’
‘Yes, sir; I can do no other thing.’
Sebastian rose, and pushed Carrie from him almost with roughness.
‘If you marry this man, Carrie, you part from me; you cannot know all
’twould mean to me. You are too young, you have been ever too happy,
even to guess at it. I repeat: Marry Philip Meadowes and part from me,
or stay with me and part from him.’
Carrie in her agitation rose and stood beside her father. Then suddenly
she flung herself into his arms in her impetuous childish fashion.
‘Oh, sir, I must—I must. I cannot part from Philip; he is grown to be
like part of myself,’ she cried in a passion of tears.
Sebastian raised Carrie’s face to his and kissed her.
‘I do not blame you, Carrie—I cannot blame you, for you act too
entirely as I would have acted myself. I only bid you good-bye.’
‘Could you never know him and love him, sir?’ asked Carrie timidly.
‘May the Lord forgive me!—no, Carrie; not even for your sake.’
‘’Twill half break my heart to leave you, sir,’ said Carrie; ‘but
’twould break quite in two if I left Phil. Oh, what am I to do?’
‘Leave me,’ said Sebastian, and without another word he turned on his
heel and went out.
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