London (England) -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
He went through the passage and looked out into the inky darkness of the
moonless January night; the sky was of a bluish blackness, only a shade
less dense than the earth it canopied, and unpierced by any star. Prior
listened intently for a moment, but no footsteps echoed down the street.
Great London was asleep in these early morning hours, for it was nearing
three o’clock. Once and again as he walked along Prior stopped to
listen, then he bent down and slipped off his shoes, crammed one into
each of the huge pockets of his long-skirted coat, and with noiseless
flying footsteps sped down the street: the darkness received him.
Meantime Phil and his father were walking together in the direction of
St. James’ Square; Phil, gay as was his wont when excited, was pressing
Meadowes to come home with him.
‘You have scarce seen me for months, sir, and Carrie is a stranger to
you,’ he said.
‘I cannot come to-night, Phil, mayhap to-morrow,’ said Meadowes, as they
paused at the corner where their ways parted.
‘Carrie will think me lost; ’tis three of the clock at the least,’ said
Phil, and his father laughed.
‘You have not yet acquired that fine indifference which comes with
practice, Phil,’ he said. ‘You mention your wife with too palpable
interest.’
‘Maybe, maybe,’ laughed Phil, whose heart indeed beat quicker at the
sound of Carrie’s name. He held out his hand then and bade Meadowes
good-night.
‘Ah, Philip, Philip, if only you loved me!’ thought Meadowes, as he
turned and walked away down the dark street. Phil was going home to the
wife he adored, while he—how bleak a loveless life like his was, to be
sure! There was not a human being that would mourn his death—even Phil
would not think twice of it—more than that, ‘I believe he would welcome
it,’ he thought bitterly; ‘for all his frankness and his charm he cares
nothing for me: I sometimes think he doth veritably hate me.’
Sad thoughts these on a winter’s night. ‘Freeze, freeze, thou bitter
sky, _thou dost not bite so nigh_,’ he said, feeling the chill at his
heart. A moment later he heard a step behind him, a light, unshod step,
surely Phil returned. Could it be? Think if Phil were to come beside him
in the darkness, touch his arm, speak one kind word, say that now all
would be right between them! Surely even now the wilderness would
rejoice—would blossom as the rose—at the coming of love. Surely he
would leave his old crooked ways, live even yet a white, clean, straight
year or two before all was ended, return, if he might do no more, to the
attitude of heart that has at least a desire for good!
These, and half a hundred more, thoughts crowded through his fancy in
that silly moment of expectancy. But it was a moment so dear—like the
sudden thawing of a long frost—that he dared scarcely break it. His
voice was thick with feeling when he spoke.
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