London (England) -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
This was the thought which eclipsed every other as these strange days
rolled on, each of them it seemed an eternity for length, each of them
bringing Phil nearer and nearer to the gallows. The very gaolers pitied
Philip for his youth and beauty; but they pitied Carrie more that day
she obtained entrance to Newgate and a half-hour’s interview with her
husband.
Phil sat, as he always sat then, his eyes fixed on the floor, his chin
resting on his hands. He did not even look up as the door was unlocked,
but said merely, ‘Lay it down, gaoler; I have little appetite these
days,’ thinking his food had been brought in. Then with a cry,
inarticulate, between joy and agony, Carrie ran towards him. Phil did
not stir nor speak, and Carrie knelt down beside him, and buried her
face against his shoulder, sobbing. He passed his arm round her, but
still he did not speak.
‘O Phil! my darling, my joy, why can you not speak to me?’ cried Carrie.
She took his hand in hers, and held it to her heart, kissing it and
crying over it; but Phil was silent.
When he raised his eyes from the ground at last and looked at her,
Carrie started, such a grave new look there was in them, and all the
shine seemed to have gone from them.
‘What will you do, Carrie?’ he said suddenly. They were the first words
he uttered. ‘Do you think your father will forgive you when you are left
alone? will take you back to his home and care for you?’
‘Don’t! don’t!’ cried Carrie; but Phil went on—
‘I shall be hanged on the 12th of next month, Carrie; there’s no chance
of a reprieve, they’ve tried for it in vain, the facts are too strong
against me. I wish ’twere sooner, even for your sake, my poor darling.
You’ll dream of me being hanged each night twice over ere then.’
Carrie put her fingers in her ears. ‘Stop, Phil! for Heaven’s sake do
not say these things,’ she cried; ‘they cannot kill you. Have you
stopped speaking now? May I take my fingers from my ears?’
‘Yes,’ laughed Philip. ‘Come, Carrie, tell me, have you no doubt of your
husband these days when all the world calls him a murderer?’
‘Phil!’
‘Well, what do you make of it all—all this evidence?’
‘How did it happen?’ asked innocent Carrie.
‘I fear you know as much as I do. Prior did it, I fancy; took off his
shoes and followed my father and killed him—that’s all I can think, but
there’s not a ghost of fact to go to prove this. They had not even
quarrelled, to my knowledge at least.’
‘O Phil! don’t look like that! Oh, you are not a boy any longer,’ said
Carrie, for she had caught the strange new expression of his eyes again
as he spoke.
‘I have been a boy too long,’ said Philip; he shook his head and smiled
at Carrie as if she were a child; ‘and now I have grown old in a
night—like Jack’s bean-stalk. Come and let me speak all my discontent
to my love, and years after this she will remember, and will credit me
with all I wished to do rather than all I left undone.’
Carrie looked up wonderingly, and Philip spoke on—
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