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"Not so well!" cried Mrs. Bates. "Folly! I am as well as I ever was.
They needn't come snooping around, trying to make me think I'm not. If
they'd a-done it all their lives, well and good; it's no time for them
to begin being cotton-mouthed now."
"Mother," said Kate gently, "haven't YOU changed, yourself, about
things like Christmas, for example? Maybe your children are changing,
too. Maybe they feel that they have missed something they'd like to
have from you, and give back to you, before it's too late. Just
maybe," said Kate.
Mrs. Bates sat bolt upright still, but her flashing eyes softened.
"I hadn't just thought of that," she said. "I think it's more than
likely. Well, if it's THAT way, I s'pose I've got to button up my lip
and stand it; but it's about more than I can go, when I know that the
first time I lose my grip I'll land smash up against Adam Bates and my
settlement with him."
"Mother," said Kate still more gently, "I thought we had it settled at
the time Father went that each of you would be accountable to GOD, not
to each other. I am a wanderer in darkness myself, when it come to
talking about God, but this I know, He is SOMEWHERE and He is REDEEMING
love. If Father has been in the light of His love all these years, he
must have changed more, far more than you have. He'll understand now
how wrong he was to force ways on you he knew you didn't think right;
he'll have more to account to you for than you ever will to him; and
remember this only, neither of you is accountable, save to your God."
Mrs. Bates arose and walked to the door, drawn to full height, her head
very erect. The world was at bloom-time. The evening air was heavily
sweet with lilacs, and the widely branching, old apple trees of the
dooryard with loaded with flowers. She stepped outside. Kate
followed. Her mother went down the steps and down the walk to the
gate. Kate kept beside her, in reach, yet not touching her. At the
gate she gripped the pickets to steady herself as she stared long and
unflinchingly at the red setting sun dropping behind a white wall of
bloom. Then she slowly turned, life's greatest tragedy lining her
face, her breath coming in short gasps. She spread her hands at each
side, as if to balance herself, her passing soul in her eyes, and
looked at Kate.
"Katherine Eleanor," she said slowly and distinctly, "I'm going now. I
can't fight it off any longer. I confess myself. I burned those
deeds. Every one of them. Pa got himself afire, but he'd thrown THEM
out of it. It was my chance. I took it. Are you going to tell them?"
Kate was standing as tall and straight as her mother, her hands
extended the same, but not touching her.
"No," she said. "You were an instrument in the hands of God to right a
great wrong. No! I shall never tell a soul while I live. In a minute
God himself will tell you that you did what He willed you should."
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