I hadn't meant to say much about this. But all of a sudden,--while I
stood there speaking to that dressed-up roomful, with all the girls down
in front soft and white, and taken care of and promised diamond
pendants, it come over me--the difference between them and Rose and the
girls there on the back seats. And before I knew I was going to, I began
to get outside my oration as I planned it, and to talk about those
girls, and about where did their chance come in.... And I finished by
begging these girls here, that had every chance to grow, to do something
for the other girls that didn't have a chance to grow and never would
have a chance.
"I don't know why you have it and why they don't," I said. "Maybe when
we grow up and get out in the world we'll understand that better. But it
can't be right the way it is. And can't we help them?"
Some clapped their hands when I was done. There was another oration on
"Success," and one on "Opportunity," and then came the judges' decision.
It was a big disappointment. I thought the other orations were so
wishy-washy, it didn't seem possible mine could have been any more so.
But it must have been, because only one of the judges voted for me. He
said something about "not so much subject matter as originality of
thought." The other two judges voted for Antoinette. That night, by
special delivery, she got her diamond pendant.
Rose wrote a note on the back of her program. "Oh, Cosma, this is the
most wonderful thing that ever happened to the girls. I never knew
anybody else ever heard about us or cared about us. We'll never forget."
When I got back to the dormitory, somebody was waiting for me in the
reception-room, and it was Gerald. He drew me over to a window, talking
all the way.
"Cosma," he said, "by jove, I never heard anything like that. I say--how
did you ever get them to let you do it?... They'd never seen it?
Rich--_rich_! You sweet dove of an anarchist, you--"
"Don't Gerald," I said.
"Ripping," said he, "simply ripping! I never saw anything so beautiful
as you before all that raft. You looked like the well-known angels,
Cosma. And you ought to see my portrait of you now! You dear!"
"Don't, Gerald," I said.
He stared at me. "I say--you aren't taking to heart that miserable
hundred dollars! Cosma dearest! Oh, I'm mad about you ... this June, ...
this June--"
"Please, please, Gerald," I said. "Don't you see? Those girls there
to-day. They're your sort and your people's sort. I'm not that...."
He set himself to explain something to me. I could see it in his sudden
attitude. "Look here, Cosma," he said; "don't you understand the joy it
would be for a man to have a hand in training the girl he wants to have
for his wife?" At that, I looked at him with attention. "Let me be," he
went on, "your teacher, lover, husband. Gad, think what it will be to
have the shaping of the woman you will make! Can't you understand a man
being mad about that?"
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