Of all the wonder learned by loving, no wonder is more exquisite than
the magic by which one absent becomes a living presence. This man had so
established himself before me that it seemed to me I knew his judgments.
The simplicity of this new friend of mine, the mental honesty of that
one, the accuracy of a third who made me careful of my facts--these John
Ember would approve. I always knew. The self-centering or pretense of
others; I knew how he would smile at these, shrug at them, but never
despise them, because of his tender understanding of all life. Everybody
with whom I was thrown who was less developed than I, I understood
because I had been Cossy Wakely. Every one who was more developed, I
tried passionately to understand. These, and books, plays, music,
"society's" attempt to amuse itself, Rose and the factory, the whole
panorama of my life passed every day before the still tribunal of this
one man, who knew nothing about them.
The two years' absence of the expedition to China lengthened to three
years, and it was well toward the close of the fourth year when Mrs.
Carney told me he might be turning home. But the summer and autumn
passed, and I heard nothing more. January came, and I was within a few
months of graduation.
Then something happened which abruptly tied up the present to my old
life.
I came home from class one afternoon to Mrs. Bingy's flat and found on
the table a letter for me. It was from Luke, in Katytown.
"DEAR COSSY [the letter said], I hate to ask you to do something,
but you're the only one. Lena's gone.... She left this letter for
me. I send it so you'll know. And she's gone. It says she's in the
city. I ain't got the money to go there with. Cossy, could you find
her? I thought maybe you could find her. She's got some folks there
and I think maybe she'll go there. It's an awful thing. I hate to
ask you but you are the only one please answer.
LUKE."
The address which he sent me was far uptown, and it took me over to a
row of tenements near the East River. It was dark when I left the subway
station. And when I found the street at last it smelled worse than the
Katytown alleys in summer.
In the doorway of what I thought was the number I was looking for, a man
and a woman were standing. I asked if this was the address I wanted, and
the woman answered that it was.
"Isn't it Lena?" I said.
"What do you want?" she asked.
"It's Cossy," I answered.
"Yes, I know. What do you want?" she asked again.
I told her that I would wait up-stairs for her, and then the man went
away, and she came with me. We climbed the stairs and went along a hall
to a parlor that smelled of damp upholstery. She lighted a high central
gas-jet that flared without a burner.
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