"I'd love to," she said. "Oh, Cossy--I thought when I got here things'd
be different. But I've been here four days, and I ain't really had any
fun here either!"
I told her to get her things ready, and when she went to tell her
mother's aunt, with whom she was staying, her aunt came in and made us
both have some supper first. The table was in the kitchen, and the aunt
was cooking flap-jacks over the stove. Her husband was a tunnel man, and
so was his son. There were two girls younger than Lena; one of them was
ticket-seller in a motion-picture house, and one of them was "at home."
"Don't you work?" I said to her.
"Hessie's going to be married," said her mother, proud and final.
"Believe me, she'd better get a job instead," said Lena--and I saw the
girl who was ticket-seller turn a puzzled face to her, but the
bride-to-be laughed. I was glad that I was going to take Lena away from
them. Whatever is to be learned by women, it seems to me that they
should never have for teacher a bitter woman, however wise.
Lena had felt a good deal--I could see that; but she knew nothing. To
her, her own case was just one isolated case, and due to her bad luck.
She had no idea that she was working at a problem, any more than Mrs.
Bingy and I had when we left Katytown. Or any more than her mother's
aunt, who was thick and flabby and bothered about too much saleratus in
the flap-jacks. I thought of the difference between Lena and Rose.
They'd got something so different out of a hard life. Rose felt hers for
all women; but Lena felt hers for just Lena.
When we got back to the flat, Mrs. Bingy had the gas log burning and she
was working at her lace. The child was awake, and playing about. Lena
stood in the passage door and looked. We had some plain dark rugs and a
few pieces of willow furniture that we had bought on the instalment
plan. I had made some flowered paper shades for the lights. Mrs. Carney
had given me one lovely colored print. I had my school-books and some
library books on the shelves. And we had a red couch cover Mrs. Bingy
had bought--"shut her eyes and bought," she said.
"Oh, ain't it nice?" Lena said.
"Luck sakes," said Mrs. Bingy. "If it ain't Lena-Curtsey-that-was. Well,
if here ain't the whole neighborhood!"
I followed Lena into my little bedroom that night.
"Lena," I said, "does Luke know what you told me?"
She shook her head.
"Wouldn't you better write and tell him?" I asked. "And tell him just
why you want to get away for a while?"
"He'd think I was crazy," she answered. "They'd talk it over. His ma'd
say I was a wicked woman--and I donno but what I am. But I will be crazy
if I stay stuck there in that kitchen all those months--"
She began to cry. I understood that the best thing to do was to let her
stay here quietly with us and give her whatever little pleasure we
could.
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