It was only for a moment, then the door shut upon them and they drove
away. But I had seen him as I had dreamed him, a little older, but
always in that brown, incomparable youth. He was bending his head to
listen--that was the way I always thought of him. He was giving some
unsmiling assent. He was here, and no longer across the world. I stood
still, staring after the car.
"Gee, that was a swell blue coat," said Lena. "I don't blame you for
standing stock-still. I bet I could copy that.... Come on!"
I went with her. But I hardly heard her stream of comment and bitter
chatter. And yet it was not all of John Ember that I was thinking, nor
was I filled only with my singing consciousness that he was back. I was
seeing again Mrs. Carney's face as she had turned to speak to him;
glowing, relaxed, open like a flower.
Presently I was aware that Lena was not beside me. I looked and she was
before the window of a shop. I crossed to her, and then I saw what she
was looking at--no array of cheap blouses, price-marked, or of flaming
plumes. She stood before the window of a children's outfitting shop.
I said nothing, nor did she. She looked, and I waited. The white things
were exquisite and, I felt, remote. They were so dainty that I feared
they would alienate her, because they were so much beyond her. But to my
surprise, she turned to me:
"Could--could we go in here," she asked, "even if we didn't buy
anything?"
We went in. Within the atmosphere was still more compact of delicate
fabric and fashioning and color. An assured young woman came forward.
"Leave us look at some of your baby things," said Lena.
We looked. I shall never forget Lena's hands, ungloved, covered with
rings and cheap blue and red stones, as those hands moved in and about
the heaped-up fineness of the little garments. Of some of the things she
did not know the names. The pink and blue crocheted sacks and socks
brought her back to them again and again.
"I used to could crochet," she said at length.
But it was before a small white under-skirt that she made her real way
of contact. She fingered the white simple trimming, and her look flew to
mine.
"My God," she said, "that's 'three-and-five.' I can do that like
lightning."
"Get some thread," I said, "and make some...."
She had made nothing yet. She had told me that. Now she lifted and
touched for a moment among the heaped-up things that they brought her.
"I've got five dollars," she said, "that I was savin' to get me a swell
hat, when I go back. I might--"
I said nothing. It seemed to me that a great thing was happening and
that Lena must do it alone. After a little I priced the dimities and
muslins in her hearing.
"If you want to, Lena," I said, "you could come back to the flat and
Mrs. Bingy would help you to make the things...."
"Would five dollars get the cloth for two dresses and two skirts and
some crochet wool? Some pink wool?" asked Lena.
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