"Miss Wakely," he said, "I beg your pardon like anything. What salary do
you have?"
I felt my face turn crimson. This had occurred to me no more than it had
to him.
When it was settled, he rose and came toward the corner where I worked,
and stood looking down at me. For a moment I was certain that now he
knew me.
"Miss Wakely," he said very gently, "may I ask you one thing more? Do
you wear black sateen aprons?"
"I loathe all aprons," I said.
"And paper sleeve-shields, too?" he inquired earnestly. "Held by big
rubber bands?"
"Paper sleeve-shields held by big rubber bands," I said, "I loathe even
more than black sateen aprons."
"Well," he said, "do you know, there was one young woman once--" and he
went back to his task obliviously.
At one o'clock I found a little tea-shop in the neighborhood, where food
was scandalously high, after the manner of unassimilated tea-shops. I
remember the clean little room, with a rose on my table and shelves of
jelly over my head.
"How much better that is than some books," I said to the pink waitress,
because I had to speak to somebody, so that I could smile. The world is
not yet adjusted with that simplicity which permits one to sit in public
places alone and, very happily, to smile. And this, I realized, was what
I had been doing.
I was obliged to walk twice the transverse length of the blocks cut by
the little studio street, before it was time to go back. As I was
returning the second time, I came face to face with Mr. Ember carrying a
paper sack.
"Torchido," he explained, "lectures in a young ladies' seminary just at
noon. It is not convenient for me. But I mind nothing so much as the
fact that he will not let me have dried herrings. They--they offend
Torchido. They do not offend me. So I go out and buy herrings of my own
and hide them in the bookcase. But he nearly always smells them out."
I wanted to say: "You can't buy anywhere such good ones as we used to
have in Katytown." Instead, I said something in disparagement of
Torchido's taste, and reflected on the immeasurable power of dried
herrings in one human being's appeal to another.
I went back to work in my corner, and he ate herrings and buns,
unabashed, at his library table. When I saw Torchido coming along the
garden wall, I said: "Torchido--he's coming!" and Mr. Ember swept the
remains of his lunch into the sack and dropped it into one of the
glorious green-blue jars.
Torchido came in for orders, took them, stood for a moment plainly
sniffing the air, pointedly opened a far window, and respectfully
retreated. Whereat the first faint smile that I had seen met my look,
when the door had closed.
It was a heavenly day. It seemed to me that some heritage of my young
girlhood had, after all, not quite escaped in all that sordid time, but
had waited for me, let me catch it up and, now, enjoy it as I never
could have enjoyed it then.
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