I turned and looked at my brothers. For some reason, never until that
moment had it occurred to me to count them in with those of us who were
dreaming new dreams for labor. They had been simply my brothers, ugly,
irritable, teasing. But they were laborers with whom, as strangers, I
could make common cause. Bert's great figure and dead eyes and
brutalized mouth were the figure and eyes and mouth of "The Puddler,"
which I had lately gone to an art gallery to see!
"I tell you," Father said, "there's new times coming for you fellows,
or I miss my guess. I say it every day when I read the papers."
So then we talked, Father and Henry and Bert and I. For the first time
in our years together, we spoke of these matters and listened to one
another. This was talk such as would have been impossible while I stayed
there, either idle or drudging. Now I was a person, and we could
exchange impressions. It came to me what family meetings might be, if
each one were engaged in some happy, _chosen_ toil, with its interests
to exchange. And warm in me came welling and throbbing an understanding
of them all, as fellow human beings, fellow workers, a relationship
which the sense of family had hitherto obstructed and bound.
Presently Father and the boys went away.
"Let's sit down a while and talk," Mother said to me, turning her back
on the dishes. "Shall we go in the parlor?" she asked.
I voted against the parlor, and we sat in the kitchen.
"You've never once come up to the city, Mother," I said, "since I've
been there. Won't you come some time? We could have a drive and a play."
"I've always wanted to go to the city again," she said; "I've always
wanted to be there Sunday, and go to church in a big church." She looked
out to see if Father was back. "Cossy," she said, "since you've been up
there, have you seen much of any silverware?"
"Silverware?" I repeated.
"Not knives and forks. I mean pitchers--and coffee pots. I s'pose the
houses you went to must use them common." And when I had answered, "I'd
like to see some, some time, before I die," she said. "And I'd like to
see a hothouse, with roses in winter."
"Come on then," I said. "We'll find some, Mother."
"The fare up and back is just exactly the fire-insurance money for three
years," she said. "I always think of that."
Later, she went to baking pies, against the morrow. And she scolded
somewhat about the lamp wick that was too short, and the green wood on
the fire and I went and hugged her, merely because I seemed to know so
well what had always made her cross. For here was the same condition
which we fought for the other workers: badly remunerated toil, which was
not the real expression of the toiler; and no recreation.
That night I went up to my little old room, and nothing was changed. The
little tintype of me was still stuck in the mirror. "Shall I sleep with
you?" Mother said. I lay with my hand in hers, immersed in a new
knowledge.
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