"I'm glad to hear that; it rather increases one's faith in human
nature. I didn't know whether they or any one would care much if I
died."
"Mr. Morton!" she said reproachfully.
"Oh, I remember my promise to you. If, like a cat, I had lost my ninth
life, I would live after your words. Indeed I imagine that you were the
only reason I did live. It was your will that saved me, for I hadn't
enough sense or spirit left to do more than flicker out."
"Do you think so?" she asked eagerly, and a rich glow of pleasure
overspread her face.
"I do indeed. You have had a subtle power over me from the first, which
I cannot resist, and don't wish to."
"I must go now," she said hastily.
"Please wait," I entreated. "I've a message for Mrs. Yocomb."
She stood irresolutely near the door.
"I wish you to tell her--why is it getting dark so suddenly?"
"I fear we're going to have a shower," and she glanced apprehensively
toward the window.
"When have I seen that look on your face before?" I asked quickly.
"You had a message for Mrs. Yocomb?"
"Yes. I wish you would make her realize a little of my unbounded
gratitude, which every day increases. In fact, I can't understand the
kindness of this family, it is so hearty, so genuine. Why, I was an
entire stranger the other day. Then Adah and--pardon me--you also used
expressions which puzzle me very much. I can't understand how I became
ill so suddenly. I was feeling superbly that Sunday evening, and then
everything became a blank. Mrs. Yocomb, from a fear of disquieting me,
won't say much about it. The impression that a storm or something
occurred that I can't recall, haunts me. You are one that couldn't
deceive if you tried."
"You needn't think I've anything to tell when Mrs. Yocomb hasn't," she
answered, with a gay laugh.
"Miss Warren," I said gravely, "that laugh isn't natural. I never heard
you laugh so before. Something _did_ happen."
A flash of lightning gleamed across the window, and the girl gave an
involuntary and apprehensive start.
Almost as instantaneously the events I had forgotten passed through my
mind. In strong and momentary excitement I rose on my elbow, and looked
for their confirmation in her troubled face.
"Oh, forget--forget it all!" she exclaimed, in a low, distressed voice,
and she came and stood before me with clasped hands.
"Would to God I had died!" I said, despairingly, and I sank back faint
and crushed. "I had no right to speak--to think of you as I did.
Good-by."
"Mr. Morton--"
"Please leave me now. I'm too weak to be a man, and I would not lose
your esteem."
"But you will get well--you promised me that."
"Well!" I said, in a low, bitter tone. "When can I ever be well?
Good-by."
"Mr. Morton, would you blight my life?" she asked, almost indignantly.
"Am I to blame for this?"
"Nor am I to blame. It was inevitable. Curses on a world in which one
can err so fatally."
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