If ever a weak, nerveless body yielded to an imperious will, mine did.
From that hour, as far as possible, I gave my whole thought to
recovery, and was as solicitous as I before had been apathetic. No
captain could have been more so in regard to his ship, which he fears
may not outride a storm.
I appealed to Dr. Bates to rack his brains in the preparation of the
most effective tonics, I took my food with scrupulous regularity; and
in the effort to oxygenize my thin pale blood, drew long respirations
of the pure summer air. Mrs. Yocomb daily smiled a warmer and more
hearty encouragement.
Under the impetus of a resolute purpose the wheels of life began to
move steadily and at last rapidly toward the goal of health. I soon was
able to sit up part of the day.
As I rallied, I could not help recognizing the richer coloring that
came into the life at the farmhouse, and the fact touched me deeply.
"What is my suffering compared with the happiness of this home?" I
thought. "It would have been brutally selfish to have died."
I now had my letters brought to me. My paper--my first love--was daily
read, and my old interest in its welfare kindled slowly.
"Work," I said, "is the best of antidotes. It shall be my remedy. Men
are respected only as they stand on their feet and work, and I shall
win her respect to the utmost."
Reuben and Adah read to me. The presence of the former, like that of
his father and mother, was very restful; but Adah began to puzzle me.
At first I ascribed her manner to an extravagant sense of gratitude,
and the romantic interest which a young girl might naturally take in
one who had passed with her through peril, and who seemingly had been
dangerously ill in consequence; but I was compelled at last to see that
her regard was not open, frank, and friendly, but shy, absorbing, and
jealous. It gave her unmingled satisfaction that I did not ask for Miss
Warren, and she rarely spoke of her. When she did she watched me
keenly, as if seeking to read my thoughts. Reuben, on the contrary,
spoke freely of her; but, from some restraint placed upon him by his
mother probably, did not ask her to relieve him in his care of me again.
After I began to sit up, Miss Warren would not infrequently come to my
door, when others were present, and smilingly express her gladness that
I was improving daily. Indeed there would often be quite gay repartee
between us, and I think that even Adah was so blinded by our manner
that her suspicions were allayed. It evidently puzzled her, and Reuben
also, that I had apparently lost my interest in one who had such great
attractions for me at first. But Adah was not one to seek long and
deeply for subtle and hidden causes of action. She had a quick eye,
however, for what was apparent, and scanned surfaces narrowly. I fear I
perplexed her as sorely as she did me.
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