I thought I detected something like apprehension in her eyes when I met
her in the morning. Was she conscious of a secret that might reveal
itself in spite of her? But she was cheerful and decided in her manner,
and seemed bent on assuring Mr. Hearn that she was well again, and all
that he could desire.
Were I in mortal peril I could not have been more vigilantly on my
guard. Not for the world would I permit her to know what was passing in
my mind--at least not yet--and as far as possible I resumed my old
manner. I even simulated more dejection than I felt, to counterbalance
the flash of hope that I feared she had recognized on the previous
evening.
I well knew that all her woman's strength, that all her woman's pride
and exalted sense of honor would bind her to him, who was serenely
secure in his trust. My one hope was that her woman's heart was my
ally; that it would prove the strongest; that it would so assert itself
that truth and honor would at last range themselves on its side. Little
did the simple, frank old Quaker realize the passionate alternations of
hope and fear that I brought to his breakfast-table that bright Sunday.
All that my guarded scrutiny could gather was that Miss Warren was a
little too devoted and thoughtful of her urbane lover, and that her
cheerfulness lacked somewhat in spontaneity.
It was agreed at the breakfast-table that we should all go to meeting.
"Mrs. Yocomb," I said, finding her alone for a moment, "won't you be
moved this morning? I need one of your sermons more than any heathen in
Africa. Whatever your faith is, I believe in it, for I've seen its
fruits."
"If a message is given to me I will not be silent; if not, it would be
presumptuous to speak. But my prayer is that the Spirit whom we worship
may speak to thee, and that thou wilt listen. Unless He speaks, my poor
words would be of no avail."
"You are a mystery to me, Mrs. Yocomb, with your genial homely farm
life here, and your mystical spiritual heights at the meeting-house.
You seem to go from the kitchen by easy and natural transition to
regions beyond the stars, and to pass without hesitancy from the
companionship of us poor mortals into a Presence that is to me
supremely awful."
"Thee doesn't understand, Richard. The little faith I have I take with
me to the kitchen, and I'm not afraid of my Father in heaven because he
is so great and I'm so little. Is Zillah afraid of her father?"
"I suppose you are right, and I admit that I don't understand, and I
don't see how I could reason it out."
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