"Are her thoughts wandering like mine?" I mused. With kindling hope I
saw her face grow sad, and I even imagined that her pallor increased.
For a long time she looked quietly and fixedly before her, as did Adah,
and then she stole a shy, hesitating glance at Mr. Hearn by her side;
but the banker seemingly had found the silent meeting a trifle dull,
for his eyes were heavy, and all life and animation had faded out of
his full white face. Was it my imagination, or did she slightly shrink
from him? In an almost instantaneous flash she turned a little more and
glanced at me, and I was caught in the act of almost breathless
scrutiny. A sudden red flamed in her cheeks, but not a Friend of them
all was more motionless than she at once became.
My conscience smote me. Though I watched for her happiness as truly as
my own, the old meeting-house should have been a sanctuary even from
the eyes of love. I knew from the expression of her face that she had
not liked it; nor did I blame her.
I was glad to have the silence of the meeting broken; for a venerable
man rose slowly from the high seat and reverently enunciated the words:
"'The Lord of Hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge.
"'He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the earth; He breaketh the
bow and cutteth the spear in sunder; He burneth the chariot in the fire.
"'Be still, and know that I am God.'
"The quiet, reverent bowing of the heart to His will is often the most
acceptable worship that we can offer," he began, and if he had stopped
there the effect would have been perfect; but he began to talk and to
ramble. With a sense of deep disappointment I dreaded lest the hour
should pass and that Mrs. Yocomb would not speak; but as the old
gentleman sat down, that rapt look was on her face that I remembered
seeing on the night of the storm. She rose, took off her deep Quaker
bonnet, and laid it quietly on the seat beside her; but one saw that
she was not thinking of it or of anything except the truth which filled
her mind.
Clasping her hands before her she looked steadfastly toward heaven for
a few moments, and then, in a low, sweet, penetrating monotone,
repeated the words:
"'Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world
giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it
be afraid.'"
She paused a moment, and I gazed in wonder at her serene, uplifted
face. She had spoken with such an utter absence of self-consciousness
or regard for externals as to give the strong impression that the words
had come again from heaven through her lips, and were endowed with a
new life and richer meaning; and now she seemed waiting for whatever
else might be given to her.
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